to my ex,
you were the boy who truly loved me, yet i yearned for more.
you were always enough, i was the greedy one but now that my hands are filled with loneliness,
i long for you. i hope to see your smile, i ache for your warmth.
and my soul cries out whenever i see your eyes empty for me, the memories plays when you had universe in your eyes when you even glanced at me for seconds.
i curse myself for the days where i would ignore your notifications, cause now all I want is you.
i didn't believe when they said, "you don't know what you have until it's gone." but then we happened, you happened. and then...i ran away.
i hate myself for that night, that's all i know. you didn't deserve that, you didn't deserve that hurt i gave.
but if we love again, i would love you right this time <3
i know you probably won't ever read this, but i remember when you used to encourage me when i wrote. thank you for that, love.
i came a long way since we last talked, i hope you're happy.
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PoetryI needed to pour out my feelings and tears that I held in for years in my eyes, consoling myself it's okay. And that's how this book was started. [This book contains quotes, poems that all are written by me, and those aren't I've given them credit...
