i saw him. i saw him today. and i can't quite describe the feelings i felt in those few minutes.
for the first 21 seconds, i was in shock. why now? is he real? is this one of my hallucinations?
the next 12 seconds, i felt nervous.
did he see me? is he looking my way? he wouldn't, would he?
the next 23 seconds, there came euphoric feeling. i finally saw him, after years. he looks so gorgeous, just like how i saw him back then.
the next 35 seconds, that feeling finally hit. he's not mine. he was never. i lost him. he doesn't love me. he is someone else's.
and i looked away.
and from the corner of my eye, i saw him walking away.
just like always, i watched him leave once again.
just like that, i watched myself lose him again.
again.
and again.
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PoesiaI needed to pour out my feelings and tears that I held in for years in my eyes, consoling myself it's okay. And that's how this book was started. [This book contains quotes, poems that all are written by me, and those aren't I've given them credit...
