He Is My Everything ( Austin Mahone Fanfic )

The Kiss

Here's another chapter. I updated it today cuz it's my friend's birthday and she's reading this. Happy birthday !!! ( not saying names ) Enjoyy

Emma's POV

He took me somewhere else while tightening the grip on my wrist. He finally stop and I pulled my hand away from him.

" What do you want ? " I shouted, we're in an alley where no one can see nor hear us.

" I, I want you. I want you back. I can't live without you. All those days killed me. I can't even think straight. All I could think about was you, how to see you everyday, how to make you smile, how to, bring you back. I never wanted everything to go this way but I never kissed her, she kissed me. I'm sorry that I hurt you, I didn't even see that coming. When Graham came and stop her, all I could worry and think of is you. How you reacted when you saw it. I was guilty even though it's not my fault and I didn't do much. I deserved the punch from Graham. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. " he said everything. It was really sincere but I didn't want to do it.

" What ? Did you figure all that out yesterday ? " I raised my eyebrows and looked away. I saw that Austin was really shocked at what I said because I've never talked back much to poeple.

" I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. " he kept saying that. Even if he knew that he didn't do anything wrong, he still says that. He really is feeling guilty.

" I gotta go. " I started to walk away when he pulled me back.

" Please, I want you back. I need you back. I can't do this anymore. Please ? " he asked. I really want to accept him back but I keep hesitating.

" I, I need to think this through first. " I said, not looking at him. He let go of me and I ran towards the hospital, tears flowing down my cheeks. I ran to the garden and sat on a bench. I let everything out while covering my face and making less noise.

Suddenly, I felt arms on my shoulder and a voice saying ' hush ' to me. I slowly turn to my left and saw Killian.

" Killian ? What are you doing here ? " I asked him, still sobbing.

" Graham had to leave and he told me to take care of you and Belle. Belle was really worried when you didn't come back. I had to search the whole building. Where were you ? " he asked and I just shook my head.

" I don't wanna talk about it. " I frowned. I really don't.

" Okay, I won't force you. Just remember, I'm here if you need me. " he smiled.

" Thanks Killian. Thanks for being here for me, again. " I smiled.

" No problem. " he smiled back. We both stood up to leave. He helped me up while facing each other. Suddenly, someone accidentally bumped Killian which made him fall forward. When he fell, our lips touched, he, he accidentally kissed me. I stared at him wide eyed. He quickly move back as he saw what's happening. We stood there awkwardly.

" Uh, I think we should go, now. " he said, pointing towards the door. He nodded and we walked out.

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We sat on the couch in August's hospital room with Belle and Killian. I stared at August while he's sleeping, not making any eye contact with Killian nor Belle.

Killian went home and Belle went to the restroom. Thank god, it was really awkward in here.

I looked at the floor, Killian kissed me. I know it was an accident but it felt sweet. It's either I like him or he like me. Suddenly, Austin's sad face appear in my head. I quickly bit my lip. I made myself sleep to stop thinking about it.

*next morning*

I woke up to see August still asleep. A tall figure suddenly came and blocked my sight of August. I looked up to see dad. I sat properly to let dad sit beside me.

" I'm taking your mom, Quinn and Henry home today. " dad said. Today is the day that they will be discharged which means August will be discharged tomorrow. I nodded.

" Are you coming with us ? " dad faced me. I shooked my head.

" I want to be here for August. Mom also said that I can stay until August is discharged. " I smiled at dad. He nodded and left.

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Belle came home from school. She sat beside me and gave me some biscuits.

" Eat it. I know you haven't eaten the whole day. " she shoved the biscuits into my mouth and I munched it, still not looking at her.

" Are you okay ? You look pale. " she asked and I nodded

" Just some problems I'm dealing with. " I said, still not looking at her.

" Do you wanna talk about it ? " she asked and I nodded. I really need help.

" What do you do when someone kissed you by accident and you feel really guilty for it because he's not the guy you love ? " I looked at her, searching for an answer because I really don't know what to do.

" What ? Did someone kiss you ? It's not Austin right ? " she questioned. I guess she's aware that Austin is the guy that I love. Truly love.

" What do you do if someone wants you back but you couldn't answer him because you are out of words and you really want to get back with him but you just hesitate doing it ? " I asked again, ignoring her question before.

" Who ? Austin ? " she asked again. All this happened yesterday, one after another.

Should I tell her what happened ? Maybe not ? Or yes ?

I thought for a while. Should I ?

That's all for this chapter, I hope you liked it.
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