Forever my girl

Throw back

Some shitty angst cuz I felt like it 🦅

Highschool was a distant, blurry, drunken memory for Alison.

If she wasn't hung over in class, smoking with Jax in the parking lot, she was fighting.

She got suspended so many times, she was surprised she hadn't been expelled or arrested.

Each fight, one of three people where able to hold her back.

Opie, Jax, or her brother Jason.

90% of the fights where because she was angry at her mom, angry at Jax, or just angry.

When Jax and Tara started dating, she started hanging around more. Alison hated her, her good grades, good parents.

She hated the perfect girl, who was on the cheer team. The perfect girl who had big dreams of being a doctor. The perfect girl who hated the club.

"Have you seen Jax?" Alison asked, she was only talking to Tara because she wanted to find Jax.

"He's in class, where you should be." Tara all but forced Jax into his classes and away from her.

Alison rolled her eyes.

They where in the girls bathroom.

"You can't tell me what to do," Alison said, folding her arms.

"Well it's about time someone should, it's obvious your parents aren't doing anything."

"I really am sorry that your parents don't love you like they should." She added.

Alison's blood ran cold. This perky bitch had no reason to bring up her family.

"What the fuck did you just say to me?"

"Look, I understand the teen angst. Getting in fights for attention-" she didn't even get to finish talking.

Alison had pushed her, and she never hit first.

"Jesus! What's your problem!" Tara  yelled.

"You are my fucking problem!"

Another push, this time into the bathroom door causing her to fall into the hall.

"Stop!" Tara yelled.

Alison didn't say anything as she lifted Tara up by her shirt, slamming her into the wall.

The bell had rung so kids where coming out of their classes, Jax was coming.

"Why are you doing this?" Tara had started crying.

"Because all you do is run that entitled fucking mouth. You don't get to talk about my family, you don't get to tell me what the fuck to do!"

She slammed her into the wall again.

"Cat fight!" Some guy has yelled, a small group formed around them.

"I was just-"

"Just what? Hmm? Trying to fix me? I see it with Jax. You look at him like he's a shattered mirror!"

"Is that what this is about! You're being a grade A bitch because of him?"

Alison grabbed a fist full of Tara's shirt with one hand and punched her in her nose with the other.

Before she could lay another one she was being pulled back.

"Alison what the fuck!" She saw Jax in-front of her, comforting Tara.

Alison's chest was heaving, her nostrils flaring as she glared at the couple.

"Why did you fucking hit her?"

Alison didn't reply, she pulled against her brothers arms.

"What? Now you don't wanna fucking talk? Jesus Christ." He turned back to Tara.

"You're being a real bitch," he said.

Jason had let her go, he knew Jax had just crossed a line.

She turned him around, "the fuck did you just call me?"

"A bitch! You're attacking my girlfriend and can't even give me a reason why!"

She punched him in the face, breaking his nose.

Needless to say they didn't talk for a few weeks.

When she went to the club house after that she ignored Jax and he ignored her or he wasn't there at all.

He was with Tara who also had a broken nose.

Tara told Jax that she just started attacking her, and completely left out everything she said to her.

Alison wouldn't have hit her if her family life didn't get brought up. That was a very sensitive topic and everyone knew that. And why Tara knew so much really pissed her off more. Was Jax seriously telling her everything?

But then one day Gemma finally had enough of their bickering and sat them down at her house.

"You need to make up right now. You're all each-other has," Gemma was right, she knew that Alison's family didn't give a shit- aside from her siblings.

Jax had just lost his father a few years ago along with his brother.

"I'm not doing shit, she beat up Tara for no reason!"

"No reason? That what she tell you?" Alison snapped.

"Yeah, and seeing as you aren't saying anything about it!"

"She brought up my family Jackson. You know how I fucking feel about that. She said she was sorry my parents didn't love me and that it was obvious someone should start telling me what to do! See my problem now?"

Jax frowned, he didn't know what. To be fair if it was anyone else and he heard them say that to Alison he would've hit them too.

"She talks to me like I'm scum on the bottom of her shoes. Then you,"

Jax looked away.

"You gave me that same god damn look then you called me a bitch! You're lucky all you got was a fucking broken nose. You're supposed to be my best-friend, my family. But you're not, you're one step away from being just like everyone we hate at the school and it's all because of her. Hell! She's taking you away from the club. And you told me yourself that you'd never leave!"

Gemma had stayed silent. This was a moderated conversation they needed to have, she was only there to step in.

"I'm sorry she said that and I'm sorry for calling you a bitch. But you can't hit my girlfriend! She's family now and both of you need to get that through your heads!" Gemma rolled her eyes.

That fight was senior year, and they didn't make up until Tara had left Jax.

He was drunk and pounded on her room door at the Club house. He was crying and he wanted his best-friend.

At first she wanted to scream at him but she knew he needed her.

But when he said that he was thinking of leaving her heart shattered.

"You cant leave us Jax" she said.

He nodded, he knew she would talk him out of it which is what he needed.

"You cant leave me."

Then they fell asleep in each others arms. Apologizing and crying. Trying to fix their relationship.

And she fixed the parts she could that Tara broke. But then he ended up marrying Wendy and then she got pregnant.

Now though her and Jax where just finally able to have their time, to try and get each other.

But neither of them where ready to confess.