The Princess's Affection

Chapter Twenty- Eight

Princess's POV

There was a day when Bia had asked me to have sex with her, and when we were in the middle of it, she left me. Bianca didn't even care about me anymore, and despite knowing that she was under a spell, I still felt like I had lost a part of me, which was her. When I did ask her what was wrong, she would always tell me that I do love to nag and make a mountain out of a hill. Sometimes, I would be so angry at her and try to end the relationship, but I would stop because I knew that she wasn't herself.

Another day was when I went to work and got back home, finding no food cooked for me and having to prepare dinner for myself. The other times, she would neglect my wellbeing and so on.

Until a particular day, I found out the cause of my issues with Bianca. I was in the living room watching television with Bianca. The doorbell rang, and if I had seen the excitement on Bianca's face, I knew that it was someone else she cared about. At first, I thought that it was her family or Ola or her family that had paid a visit to her, not knowing it was the sole cause of my problems.

She was smirking at me, knowing that she was the cause of my problems with Bianca. They were both in their little worlds, while I had to excuse myself and deal with my pain alone. I thought that everything would've been fine, but no, it became worse. When she started coming regularly to her, Bianca couldn't stop her or feel the love that I had for her. Her heart should've told her, knowing fully well that I was with her soul.

What eventually broke the camels back was a time when Bianca had asked me for a breakup. I asked her why, and you just bluntly said that she was tired of me and had found someone else.

I used you because you were not who I loved, she said.

But you said that you really liked me, and I told her.

When did I ever tell you that I loved you? she said. All I ever told you was that I really liked you, which I didn't. I lied, okay, and I am sorry for tagging you along when I never saw you more than someone that I wanted to waste my time on.
And if you know what is good for you, please let me go and wish me a happy new relationship with the girl that I am sure that you have met. Please have fun with yourself and find someone who can love you better than the way I didn't.

And she left me with her things at the girl's house, where I found out that her name was Nikky. I was devastated to find out that I had lost her, and I cried myself to sleep. When I decided to go to sleep later that night, my doorbell rang, and when I checked who was there, it was none other than Bia.

What are you doing here? I asked her.

Princess, please, can I come in? she said.

And I allowed her into the house and stayed some metres away from her, as she had hurt me.

To be really honest, I don't know what is happening with me. The next minute, I know that I really like you, and the next, I don't know what happens, and I say such horrible things to you when I know deep down I do not feel or mean it. I need help, and you are the only one who can help me. Can you do that for me, and I promise to let you be after knowing that I have hurt you?

I wouldn't pretend here that I wasn't hurt, cakes, I said. You hurt me really bad and sad, such vile things that made me feel like I didn't deserve to be happy with you. I don't know what is wrong with you, but you need to keep in check. You cannot expect me to always open my arms to you at any given time. For fucking sake, I have feelings too. Real fucking feelings, and if you don't have such, leave me the fuck alone. I barked at her.

And I left her to be, as I was tired and done with everything. I knew that it wasn't entirely her fault, but I was really hurt and disappointed in myself for not taking her along that day. I knew that I was pouring my frustrations out on her, but you can't blame me. I had genuine feelings, you know. I couldn't stay a day without having someone close to me. I felt empty and lonely at not being able to feel her presence so close to me without us having any issues as of now.

So, angry at all that had happened, and not for Bianca to see how bad I was looking or my reactions. I stormed out of the house and killed whoever was in debt to us, not having a decent attitude towards them. Since meeting her, my worldview has completely changed, and now that we have issues, I need to blow off some steam.

My anger was valid, and that was what I told myself in order not to feel remorseful about what I was doing. I couldn't wait to kill Nikky without drawing suspicion towards me. I knew that Bianca was under Nikky's spell, and that alone couldn't stop me from itching to kill her. Mother had to control me from killing more people than I had already done, and everyone in the castle was afraid anytime I was like this.

But this time, my anger was worse than before, and I nearly lost it all. Mother had to cast a spell on me to sleep, and when I eventually woke up, I was very calm and relaxed, apologising for what I had caused when I was angry. She understood and gave me a way that could break the hold that Nikky had on Bia. And that's to tell Bia everything, and before I knew it, she would be back to her old self.

You have to break your principles, my child, my mother said. You need to cast a spell on her with her permission in order to deceive Nikky. Here's the catch: if you put a spell on a person with their permission, you wouldn't die but be bonded to them.

Okay, mother, I will do what you have asked, as I promised. I will take my leave now before Bia starts getting worried about me leaving her alone in the house. And I left the house, driving from where I was to the house, just knowing that the distance was great.