𝐌𝐘 𝐁𝐎𝐒𝐒【𝐄𝐍】ʰʸᵘⁿˡⁱˣ

39.

a/n.. yes I'm not dead.. yet

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„Why are you like this one day and completely different the next?“

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FELIX POV

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While I was lying on the bed and Hyunjin was uhm.. doing his job, I was thinking...

About what? I was thinking about what our relationship is like... Are we just work colleagues? Friends? Work colleagues with benefits?... Friends with benefits? Or what is it?

"-xi?" How's he doing?

"-lix?" How does he perceive and feel about all this?

"Felix?" How does he see me?

"Felix!?" his voice snapped me out of my thoughts. "um...?"

"You don't seem to notice or react at all..." "I'm sorry... I was just thinking" "Mh, okay... today's not it" he said, stopped and then lay down next to me on the bed. "Sorry" I squeaked. "Mm."

I could tell he was a little irritated, but it wasn't my fault... I just wasn't excited enough.. and besides, I have that check-up in a few hours..

His back was turned to me. Meanwhile, I was playing with my fingers and biting my lip because I knew Hyunjin was angry.

"H-hyung-" "Go wash up" he replied and didn't care more. I puffed out my cheeks slightly and sadly puckered my bottom lip.. then slowly got up and went to the bathroom then.

I turned on the hot water and wiped my naughty tears... What are you doing to me? Why are you like this one day and completely different the next? Why are you...

I want to go home...

After my shower, I went back to his room. He was sitting at the table, dressed... staring at his phone. Okay.

"Can you give me a ride on the... check?" I spoke carefully. "Mh" was all he said and he didn't even look up from his phone.

Oh, yeah.

So I went to get changed and groomed. I guess today is gonna be like that all day... his thing, let him do his thing... but I really wanna go home... but I guess I'll get there after the event on Monday...

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It's been a few hours since this morning... To put it better, it's already evening, I don't know the exact time. I had a check-up and it went fine...

Hyunjin took me there, but he hasn't spoken to me since this morning. And when he did, his answers were cold.

We also finished the project in the afternoon, rather quietly... It was completely different from how it was before.

Plus, when he went to his room, he told me that he wouldn't be home this weekend, he had something to do, so I'd be here alone anyway... How great.

So my weekend is going to suck, I'm more likely to be bored and do nothing. Eliz is still on vacation and Hyunjin won't be home, I'll be alone and in such a huge house.

What would you do if you were me?

I stared at the ceiling and thought. "Oh my, this is so boring..." I snuggled into the covers. I'm a bit of a prisoner here.. hah.

He might as well lock me in my room now so I don't escape him when he's like this again. Sometimes he acts like he's got period.

Hah, anyway... I guess I'll go to bed and somehow survive this weekend by doing nothing. Cause I can't do much. I can theoretically draw, so maybe I'll do that.

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-monday morning, little bit skip-

How was my weekend? Like I said, boring.

I killed it watching movies, drawing, and rolling around in bed doing absolutely nothing.

I barely saw Hyunjin, he just told me information about today's event last night. He was a little different, but not that different.

It's starting towards the evening and I'm waiting for him to get home from work... because I'm supposed to stay home.. great.

So now I'm here planning my outfit for this event that I don't want to go to. Hyunjin should be home in an hour and I guess he wants to go right away.

"Aghh god, what should I wear??" I had a little breakdown from picking out clothes.. haha, i'm terrible.

"This?... No, this. But- ugh, okay, I'll budget it..."

So finally after 'some time' I decided what to wear and slowly started getting ready. I want to look good at the event, since I'm the boss's assistant and I don't want to humiliate him in any way.

And as if I didn't say so, Hyunjin is at home... And how do I know?

I heard the keys. I made it just in time, I'm well groomed and I look good, I won't embarrass anyone.

A small knock on the door followed by a question like, am I ready, immediately let me know he wanted to go right away.

"Yeah.." "I'm going to get dressed and off we go" he said and then could be heard walking away.

I was getting a little nervous about what it was going to be like.. what kind of people would be there?

How will they treat me? And other things.

"Shall we?" his voice came again. How come he's dressed so quickly?! Why does it always take me so long?! "Yeah I'm coming" I hope I got everything, hah.

I opened the door and Hyunjin was standing a short distance away. He immediately turned to me and ran his eyes over me...

"You look nice" he said but didn't give any more indication... You're so weird Hyunjin...

"Thanks, you too"

We slowly made our way to the car... it's coming, take it easy Felix, it'll be fine.

"Are you excited?" "A little..." "Are you scared?" "I'm scared... but not too scared" "It'll be fine, trust me. Like I said, I'll be there with you."

If you say so... I hope it's true. Oh, why don't you behave like you've been behaving.

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↳˳⸙;; ❝ Haii, so the next chapter is here 😇. Chapter about almost nothing.. i know, but the next one will be better, maybe someone will murder me then, but nevermind- I probably won't say more, see what happens next 👀-

And yeah.. sorry nothing is coming out right now, but I'm not 100% totally good :).. + I'm a senior and graduation is knocking on the door.. haha.. But I'll try to give a little something away despite how I'm feeling.

The only thing keeping me here is my one bestie and that's my mare <33

ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ 𝐌𝐞𝐨𝐰, your 𝘀𝘂𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗲~