Midnight Rendezvous: A SandRay Story

Chapter 21 Resolutions and Unspoken Longings

RAY's POV

The agonizing two weeks had crawled by, each day marked by an ache in my heart and a yearning to return to Bangkok, to see Sand, to talk things out. The constant longing had grown into a daily routine, but I resisted the urge to inundate him with messages. I knew it was essential to allow both Sand and myself time to reflect, to clear our minds, and to mend the misunderstandings that had marred our connection.

Being with Mew during his recovery felt like the right thing to do. I wanted to reciprocate his unwavering support during my darkest times. He was gradually returning to the old Mew we all knew and cherished. Cheum and April had been invaluable sources of help, making the healing process smoother.

The night before we were set to return, Mew approached me, revealing that he was contemplating forgiving Top. My initial reaction was far from supportive, but Mew explained that his decision wasn't about Top; it was about reclaiming his own peace of mind. He confessed that he still loved Top, and the strength of that love outweighed the pain of betrayal. Though I didn't fully understand, I knew Mew well enough to respect his choice, despite my reservations.

"What about you? Are you going back to Sand?" Mew inquired.

"We still have a lot to discuss, Mew. First, I want you to apologize to him. I understand your anger, but your words cut deep, and they were unjustified," I insisted.

"You're already taking your lover's side over your best friend's, huh?" Mew teased with a smile. "Alright, I'll do it. Thank you for being there for me, Ray. I've put you through a lot these past few months, and you've been patient with me. I'm sorry, and I appreciate it," Mew expressed his gratitude as he hugged me.

The warmth of friendship enveloped me once more as I returned his embrace. It reminded me of how we used to be before I complicated our bond by falling in love with him.

"What about Boston?" I asked, wrapping my arm around Mew's shoulder.

"I'm not sure about that yet, Ray. He hurt me deeply. It wasn't just a lover's betrayal; Ton is my best friend, my family. We grew up together. How could he betray me like that? I know he's always had trouble keeping it in his pants, but shouldn't your best friend's boyfriend be off-limits?" Mew confided.

"What Ton did was undeniably hurtful, Mew. But when you're ready, you should talk to him. Maybe he has a reason, or maybe he doesn't, and he's just being the same old Ton. However, at least you can have an open and honest conversation, letting everything out in the open. It's a long shot, Mew, and I understand your sense of betrayal. I'm just saying-keep an open window even if you've closed the door" and he sighs but nodded nonetheless.

With that, we enjoyed the companionable silence, savoring the laughter of April and Cheum as they horsed around by the pool while slow grins also took over our faces.

The next day I found myself almost skipping my steps towards the car and Cheum and April had been teasing me nonstop about how I am acting like a giddy school boy about to see his crush. I didn't mind all the good natured ribbing as all I can think of is finally seeing Sand.

I didn't mind the long drive and the gang almost kicked me off the driver's seat when I refused one too many pit stops because I was in a hurry to get back to Bangkok.

"I can't believe you actually still thought about dating me, you are obviously a lost cause to Sand" Mew good naturedly ribbed and Cheum and April squealed in agreement.

"You know it's actually pretty amazing that you got yourself a hot, good looking, rockstar boyfriend Ray"

"He's not my boyfriend yet, I mean I have to win him back again but I'm pretty hot myself so what are you talking about?" I retorted. "He's also lucky!"