Chapter 45 - More than fiction (2) (JoongDunk)

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And here are the winners!! The majority of people voted to find out what happens to Joong and Dunk in the hotel room first. So here's their little story.

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Pond and Phuwin had just left the hotel room of their friends Joong and Dunk when Joong closed the door behind them.

He had just shouted a sentence after Pond, which he now had to think about himself.

This little disagreement about whether you can fall in love with your best friend, even if they are of the same sex, was circling violently in his head.

"Are you sure you're so clear about what would never happen to you?" Joong had said to Pond. Pointing out to him that he was only fooling himself and that he must actually have quite obvious feelings for Phuwin that he couldn't admit to himself.

Joong was long past that point.

He had known for a long time that his feelings for Dunk had changed. But it wasn't as if he had woken up in the morning and suddenly thought about being in love with his best friend. On the contrary, it had been a long process that had had a lot to do with being honest with himself and recognizing and admitting his own needs and desires.

Accepting yourself, understanding who you really are, what you want, the importance of feelings and whether it even seems possible to have an intimate relationship with another man.
Joong had already been through all of this.

Years ago, he had thought differently, he would never have imagined it, but now it was such a turn-on for him that he sometimes felt like he couldn't breathe when Dunk wasn't around.

He was his friend, his safe zone, his brother, his everything and he had once sworn not to hide that and so he let Dunk know it every day.

What Pond had said earlier, about how they were all friends and straight and certainly none of them wanted to sleep with a man, that it was all an act, had really hit him.

At first he thought it was because Pond was simply misjudging him, making him out to be a liar, because the affection he showed Dunk had to be an act, but then he realized that Pond was probably still in the denial phase and wasn't really listening to what he was saying.

So the problem, why he had reacted that way, and that it was still bothering him, must be something else.

For Joong, his emotional situation was clear, Pond just had a problem with his, but he had to solve that himself, the only thing that affected him was the fact that he was also dragging Dunk into it.

Pond had basically claimed that Dunk was just playing a role, that he couldn't really have feelings for Joong either, though Joong had such high hopes that Dunk could feel the same way about him.

Dunk had become so much more open and affectionate lately. He hardly ever said NO to Joong, except when he honestly had absolutely no time for anything, because of rare differences in his schedule, or when he had to study for university because he was about to graduate.

He got into everything Joong presented in terms of delightful, tender naughtiness for the fans, without complaining afterwards that it had gone too far for him, and even when they were alone he allowed Joong so much more physical contact than usual.

They openly had this intense contact with each other without putting a name to it.

There were even little kisses on hands, necks or cheeks to show closeness and connection.

None of this seemed to bother Dunk and yet they hadn't talked about what a strange male friendship that was.

When Joong had suggested to Dunk to go on a date in public for the fans, he hadn't even said anything negative. He was actually really happy about the invitation, the movie, the food, the flowers, everything.

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