Don't Distract [L.S.]

Twenty-Six

Louis woke up the next morning with Harry cuddled into his side with his face buried in his neck...

He kissed his temple repeatedly until Harry moved a little to where his face was showing, making Louis continuously kiss his lips until Harry woke up. "Good morning, beautiful," Harry smiled a small smile as he fluttered his eyes open, "Good morning, Lou,"

The blue-eyed boy connected their lips, Harry smiled as he kissed the older back "I love you, Haz," Harry's cheeks darkened, "I love you too, Lou," the smaller reconnected their lips with pink cheeks. Louis pulled the green-eyed closer by his hip, Harry moved his hips a bit in discomfort, but he tried to ignore it. Louis' kisses trailed down Harry's neck, making the younger whine softly. 

"L-Lou,"  he panted out shakily, "You okay?" Harry bit his lip, "I-I-" Louis kissed his jaw, feeling Harry's hard-on pressed against his thigh. "It's okay, love, do you want help?" he asked softly, Harry shook his head, "I-I've never... I'm n-not ready," Louis kissed his forehead, "That's okay, we don't have to do anything, darling... How about you take a cold shower, hm?"

Harry nodded, "S-Sorry," Louis kissed his forehead, "Love, look at me," the green-eyed boy looked at him, "It's okay, I promise, you didn't do anything wrong, okay, love?" the smaller gave him another nod. "I love you, Harry," Harry sniffled a bit, "I love you too,"

"I'll take Annie outside while you shower, okay?" the younger nodded, "Thank you," Louis kissed his forehead, "Of course, love,"

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Once Harry was done with his shower he found Louis and Annie outside, he sat down beside the taller and leaned his head on Louis' shoulder. Louis kissed his forehead, "You okay, love?" Harry shrugged, "I'm sorry," Louis grabbed his hand and laced, "Baby, it's okay, you're not ready, and that's okay, I'm sorry if I went too far, I care about you so much and I don't want to hurt you or scare you in any way, or make you feel pressured to do something, that's the last thing I want," he told him.

Harry squeezed his hand, "It's okay, you didn't know, I know you care about me and I know you wouldn't pressure me to do something," Louis pulled him closer and connected their lips. "I love you, Harry, so much," Harry smiled softly and kissed Louis, "I love you, Lou, thank you for everything that you've done for me,"

"You're so special to me, and I'm so glad that I get to love you because I don't want to love anyone else," the green-eyed boy's cheeks darkened, "I only want to love you too," Louis kissed him repeatedly, showing Harry as much love as he possibly could.

Harry started to break down into tears, "Baby, why are you crying?" Harry sniffled, "I just love you so much, and I'm scared that I'm going to lose you one day. I don't want that to happen, this is the best I've ever been mentally in the past six almost seven years, and a lot of it is because of you, and I want to keep you in my life because I don't want to go back to being so depressed that all I can ever think about is... k-killing myself, it's scary because b-because I don't want to kill myself but my mind was always telling me that I should, and it's so hard not to just listen to that voice sometimes,"

Louis pulled Harry as close to him as possible, "Haz, oh my god... baby, you're never losing me, you are the only person I will ever love. I wish you told me this sooner, but I understand that you were probably scared to tell me, I am glad that you told me and I hope that I can keep helping you through this... Are you having any more thoughts like that?"

Harry nodded, "Sometimes, usually it's only on really bad days," Louis kissed his nose before pressing their foreheads together. "Always know that I'm here for you, always know that I'm here to listen, and always, always know that I love you so fucking much," the green-eyed boy sniffled and Louis wiped the smaller's tears with the pad of his thumbs, "I love you too, Lou, thank you for everything you've done for me,"

"Always, love, always,"

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