Olivia | Friends with benefits

ch.15

jordyn left olivia apartment that night, and drove home where she sighed looking around. she went to her room getting ready for bed but when she layed down she kept tossing and turning, replaying her night with olivia that made her warm inside but also the poems she had been righting that her brother would finally hear in the morning.

jordyn stared at the ceiling until she got up and went to the piano again... just like earlier. they keys filled the silence in the room as it was so therapeutic playing in the middle of the night. jordyn pulled out her poetry journal again figuring out how she could finish the one from earlier. she followed threw the pages of her poetry journal and hmjust read through them almost reliving her memories and emotions in her writing.

she closed it quickly sighing before she let her tears overwhelm her she started playing the keys recited the rift she had earlier

"24th street
where you held me
grabbed my arm
what a mental fire alarm
cause a lot of that felt wrong

like i miss you
but when i kissed you back, i lied
you don't know how hard, i tried
had fake the longest time

where do we go now...."

she lingered for second on the last note before she started to sing whatever came to mind hoping anything worked as the song was definitely not done being written

"you looked hopeful...
like we were supposed to work somehow
can't you tell it's all over now
i had a lot of time to cry"

didn't quite sound right but she wrote it down anyways in her journal. part of it seemed hard... like she was trying too hard to force the words and at the same time it was all so easy to say because of how the relationship made her feel.

"There's nothing left here....
all our best years are gone
what a brutal way to die
but we chose it everytime......
where do we go now?"

jordyn jotted it all down before headed back to bed feeling more at ease.

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when jordyn left that night olivia was all giddy as she couldn't wait for iris to come back so she went downstairs herself, to her friend tates apartment who lived quite literally two stories down. when olivia approached the front door she knocked repeatedly until the door finally opened

Iris: TATE SHES BACK
Tate: OH MY GOD WAS IT GOOD THAT WAS ALONG TIME YOUR NOT CRYING IT HAD TO GO WELL

olivia just laughed as she walked in iris closing the door behind her as her two  friends were anticipating what olivia was about to say

Olivia; it Went really really well to say the least
Tate: shut up- common give details and spill everything

olivia smiled as her friends pulled her to the living room and they talked the rest of the night

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