Olivia | Friends with benefits

ch.9

olivia tried calling jordyn the night she found out she was back with her ex but it went to voicemail. Jordyn never called olivia back and Olivia knew it was understandable but still stung inside a bit. since then jordyn and jacob have been back together for a month now. olivia hadn't said anything but she was finishing her song about jorydn and jordyn often had olivia in the back of her mind. it was something about olivia that she couldn't shake, she made her feel differently, she usually never got attached to people like that. Jordyn missed jacob she rlly did but it just wasn't until she had him back that everything had changed, when she would kiss him back it always felt like she was lying to him. she wanted to to tell him how she felt, she loved the idea of them being back together but everything had changed, and he was so hopeful they would work and jorydn couldn't blame him for wanting to make things work cuz jordyns feelings had basically changed overnight.

truth was their best years were already behind them and their light had burned out. jordyn had been thinking of every way she could give it a try with Olivia, an unhealthy amount of time she thought about it. meanwhile she was still with jacob someone she has been lying to, someone she wanted to let go of but couldnt muster up the courage to finally do it. she said whatever he wanted to hear because she was was too scared to hurt him the way he had hurt her. she used to follow her gut, used to take advice from her brother but lately she  hasn't been herself didn't listen to anyone she used to and that resulted in her shoving a lot a lot of emotions down. Jordyn's Partying got worse theonge there and jacob had been together, the drinking after they would argue and the vaping to avoid reality, but her tru friends.... the real friends like hailey and kendall could see right through jordyn she was  just getting high to rid her emotions

at the moment jordyn was at kendall's house with hailey they were all cooking having a good time for girls night.

hailey: oh guys justin got u guys tickets for his concert in two weeks
jordyn: finally damn not like he's my brother
kendall: bitch u knew he was gonna get to it
hailey: kenny you need a plus one?

hailey raised an eyebrow and kenny as she almost choked on her drink

Jordyn: bad bunnyyyyy
hailey: benitoooo
kendall: u guys r-... annoying what abt u jordyn u taking jake
hailey: oop actually yeah r u taking him? i don't even know
Jordyn: uhh idk.... i kinda don't want to

*silence hailey and kendall look at eachother*

hailey: ok yea what happened?

jordyn looked in between hailey and kendall as they both waited for jordyns response. they both tried to read their best friends facial expression and they kind of could

hailey: what did he do now
kendall: did he fuck up again

jordyn pushed her lips together as she struggled to find the words to say

Jordyn: so basically i just- i don't think i love him anymore well....i actually don't know that's a broad statement i just i don't know how i feel abt our relationship it's is so... broken
hailey: shut up you were with him for three years tho
Kendall: how do u just stop loving someone

they both looked confused until something click in hailey's brain as she screamed and did a little lap around the kitchen