Romantic. || NoCo Angst.

Chapt. 4 🥀

* TW (?) : Mentions of [Obsessions] , Mentions of [Self Harm] , Descriptive imagery of [injuries]

This is an important part of the story , so in order to skip those parts , I'll put " # " Before and After.

Enjoy.

* No One's POV 🥀 *

Cody was silently sitting on Noah's couch. He had stayed the night over at his place, he didn't feel safe at home.

Currently, Noah was making tea in the kitchen, there really isn't much going on today.

" Ughh .. This is soo boringg.. Noaahh.." Cody whined , he didn't like the silence all too much. He normally had a TV on when he'd be left alone at home. He didn't like the silence, it burned.

Noah eventually came out of the kitchen, holding the cups of tea. " Cody, you know you could put the TV on. No one is stopping you. " He'd mutter.

" But this is your place. "

" Yes , but you're going to be staying for a while, correct? " Noah raised an eyebrow, placing the tea down.

" Maybe... I never specified! "

" Hm, you're right. You know, you're cute when you're upset... " Noah whispered.

" What? "

" Nothing. I'll be right back, you can put something on the TV. " Noah then zipped off to his room.

" Huh... Okay? "

Cody was confused. He didn't understand what happened, nor did he understand if he did something wrong.

He felt somewhat saddened that Noah kept running off somewhere, as if he's trying to avoid Cody... There was definitely something wrong.

Cody didn't know if he should check on Noah or if he should just stay put.

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* NOAH. | FIRST PERSON 🥀 *

I couldn't help but avoid him.  He was invading my every thought, my every desire.  All I could think about was him.  Why why why why why why why why why why.

I shouldn't leave him alone, I know how he gets when he's alone.  I know just about everything about him.

Honestly, this obsession is getting too far.  Even Sierra, Cody's ex, is weirded out by me.

Sierra... That girl.  She too felt this way of Cody, she deserved what came to her.  She deserved every ounce of it.  Though, she did help me with the information.

I wish I could make this feeling go away. Why do I feel so strongly of him?

He's the only thought I have.

Every ounce of me just belongs to that .. that boy.

I love him, I love him.

He'd be weirded out if he saw what I had in my room.

...... He'll find out soon though.

I don't know anymore, my every thought is corrupted by him.  I can't think about anything else...

I silently looked at the picture of Cody, when he was happy. Before his drunken "dad" chose to hit this poor boy.  Before that "Maddie" girl came into his life.

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Looking at the image, I couldn't help but give myself a paper cut between my fingers.  It hurt, but it felt..oddly soothing.  His smile is so addicting, so .. sweet.  I want it, I want to be him, I want him, I want him, I need him.