Can't Get Over You

Chapter 12

Victoria's POV

It sucks being separated from your loved one. And it sucks even more knowing that he has no time to talk to you. It sucks big time.

During the time we were separated I came to think that if I really am important to him then he would make an effort to contact me at least through a text message or dropping a call but he didn't. He wouldnt/couldnt make an effort to talk to me. But the sad truth is, he isnt doing anything. AT ALL. And it fucking hurts so much.

In times like this, negative thought, one after the other, starts to invade my mind. It makes me go crazy. It makes me feel like shit. Restless. Worthless. That I'm nothing for him.

Maybe its better if we just end this bullshit so soon. At least the earlier we end this, the better. The wound wouldnt be that deep and the pain wouldnt hurt us too much. I would still be able to get a grip of myself earlier. And I wouldnt look like a fool waiting for him to look at me again.

BECAUSE THIS KIND OF RELATIONSHIP THAT HAS NO COMMUNICATION DOESNT MAKE IT LOOK LIKE A RELATIONSHIP AT ALL.

It's just... plain bullshit. Where one is happily livibg his life to the fullest while the other one is living invain waiting for the other to come back.

Arrrrgh! Over thinking really doesn't do me good.

I grabbed my phone and started flooding Drake with messages. Calling is useless since I cant get a hold of him ever since who-the-hell-knows, his phone is always out of reach at least through text I had the chance that he'll read it somehow.

"Baby, It hurts TT.TT"
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I played a random song from my phone and what played put my mood into even more shit but I didnt turn it off.

"You know I cant take one more step towards you, cause all that waiting is regret."

"Drake talk to me"
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"Drake... I'm dying. x__X
My heart aches for unknown reason. I wanna see you so badly righy NOW."
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"Talk to me, pls. Its been 3weeks since you last talk to me. Did I do something wrong? It hurts like hell when you're ignoring me like this for no reason."
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"I dont want us to be like this any longer. We need to talk. Where are you now, baby? I'll go and meet you."
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"How can you be fine for 3 weeks straight without even bothering to sent me text or even try to ring me? am I that worthless to you? am I that easy to replace? are your feelings that shallow? To just go home out of nowhere and leave me here all alone?"
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"TT.TT I love you baby. I miss you so bad. I think I'm going crazy. Come home."
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