I've always felt that emptiness inside me, in the place where something called 'Love' should be, you know.
I imagine myself sitting with someone the most closest to me. For now that person just seems like a mere shadow, a blank space waiting to be filled in. I don't think it ever will though.
Us, sitting in pure silence, taking in our surroundings. Neither of us saying a word because we're just at peace to be in each other's presence.
I would probably stare at them if we're confortable enough with each other.
I like taking in the features of people or things I adore.
And they'll probably have to make a habit of it.
× I love you ×
How can you though?
How can someone sane even dare to.
I don't know how to handle hearing that.
I want it all to go back please.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so...sorry I don't know what to say in return.
This will never change anything between us I promise you but...
Would you still love me if I stayed silent?
Will you ever, every-
Forgive me for this?
I might ice you out for...just a few minutes at max because I can't stand to lose another friend.
Tell me you love me again when I actually start understand this twisted emotion. Because strong ones can never sink into me.
Can you wait till then? Stay with me till then?
× No ×
Please don't go, don't leave me, don't forget me.
Not again, please.
Promise you won't die without meeting me once again if you can.
I beg you...
Stay.
Will you stay if I say 'I love you' back?
Because I can...I will do that if you'd stay but I won't mean it whole heartedly.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry to see you go.
To lose you.
I wish I could forget you.
But I can't.
It's too late for that.
I blame myself for this all in the end...
Promise you won't forget about all these memories...about me.
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"I'm mister loverman."
"I miss my lover, man."
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Satosugu edits have ruined me inside out.
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