hello!! I made a story that's definitely longer than most of my other stories so I hope you enjoy this! I also have a dsmp oneshot book that I've made but temporarily put on hold for this book so I hope you enjoy it!
edit: I don't support Wilbur for...
It had been a few days since Wil and I went to the park and it was horrible!
We normally go at least once every other day. I was slowly becoming park deprived which Wilbur could likely figure out.
"Grab a granola bar and we can go to the park today," Wil said, grabbing his water bottle. I jumped up, grabbing my phone and a granola bar which I shoved in my bag.
"Wil, you are amazing!" I exclaimed and jumped up to wrap my arms around his neck. He laughed while stooped down low so I could still touch the ground.
"Yeah, you were park deprived, it's been like four days since we've gone and you were depresso espresso. I would be a horrible bestie if I let you be so sadge." Wil said, hugging me back.
We walked out of the door, locking it behind us. I grabbed Wil's hand and swung it between us while we had a conservation about the festival that was happening in the dream smp in a week or two.
I occasionally nodded my head or made a remark about something to show that I was still engaged in the conversation. We really appreciated these days where we could get out of the hours at noon and stay at the park until seven.
"Wanna do graffiti?" I asked, pulling out a sharpie from my bag. Wil sighed, and sat in the swings to watch what I would write.
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@wilbur_soot:Y/n did some graffiti at the park. I feel bad for the eight year old that find this.
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@trixten:@y/n_l/n, do we need to talk? You can always message me | @tubbo:HOW COME Y/N GETS SPEACIAL TRETMET!?!? | @philza_minecraft:sorry that they're the favorite child mate
@tommyinnit:I-i need to sit down and cry for a few days | @ranboosaysstuff:HAH I'm unaffected by this! I wont remember it by tomorrow | @philza_minecraft:love you too kiddos
"Phil is bonding with the children!" I called out, making Wil laugh. I was getting a bit upset at Wil because he was on his phone on our day out.
"Let's go out and find a creek or something!" Wil said, finally putting his phone in his pocket and watched as a smile returned on my face.
Then I decided to try to outrun him to the nature path.
It was a badly thought out plan, seeing as I was only like a one hundred and seventy centimeters tall and so, so much shorter than Wilbur. So he caught up with me excruciating quickly.
"You idiot!" I said, trying to escape his tight hug that he had on me. We were both cackling on a nature path with Wilbur holding me down in a hug.
"I just want to give my bestie a big hug!" Wil exclaimed. I grinned hugely as I finally escaped from Wil and jumped over the fence into the green forest.
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@wilbur_soot:we on a hike! Y/n is back in their place!
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@philza_minecraft:DSMP MEETUP WHERE Y/N LEADS US ON A HUGE LIKE DAY LONG HIKE | @Dreamwastaken:I am so for that | @sapnap:lets get this planned rn | @eret:ordering a plane ticket as we speak
@tommyinnit:WHAT A POGCHAMP VLOG IDEA
@technothepig:but wait-I wanna come too | @wilbur_soot:just stay off camera and bring a mask pig boi and you'll be good | @technothepig:ordering a ticket just to kill you rn | @nikinihachu:TECHNO WAIT LOL
"Why are our friends insane?" Wil asked, putting his phone back into his pocket and jogging to catch up with me. I just shrugged and stooped down to grab a fistful of daises. "What are you thinking of right now?"
I paused walking for a moment to think of a decent answer. "I have an entire universe of question in my mind and I feel like I can't answer a single one." I replied, going back to look at the forest floor for potential goodies.
"Tell me a question that you're thinking of right now then." Wil told me. I thought again for a few moments to try to think of a decent question.
"Have you ever thought about who you are or who you recognize as?" I asked, and ended up wanting to rant and so quickly asked, "Actually, don't answer that because I just want to rant to you about for a few minutes."
Wil nodded and looked at a patch of daises. Good lord, there was a lot of daises on this path.
"I feel like I'm lying to myself when I call myself a girl and I don't know who I am right now or who I want to be because this stuff is so hard to figure out! I just want to live my life without all of these worries. Why does life have to be so difficult, why can't we just be instinctively like 'yeah, I'm gender-fluid and bi' or something like that because I have no idea who the fuck I am!" I took a huge breath after saying everything under that question that was on my mind.
Wil grabbed my hand and turned me to look at him. "Y/n, I want you to know that you are the kindest people in the world and I will always be here if you need to talk about that. I hope to be the first person to come out to if you do decide that you swing a different way and I will completely support you, whoever you decide to be." He told me. A few tears began to swim in my eyes.
"Then I think I want to tell you something but I'm not sure yet so it may change." I told Wil looking at him and used my other hand to wipe away a few tears. Wil nodded, clenching onto my hand. "I think I may non-binary and pansexual and after you told me that I just realized that I should've told you sooner and I'm so sorry."
I said sorry as soon as I could but couldn't continue seeing as my best friend wrapped me in a huge hug, whispering 'I love you no matter what,' over and over again.
I hugged back and began to cry into his chest, but with happy tears.
"Thank you for loving me, Wil." I whispered, making him hug me harder and repeatedly saying 'I love you.' "I love you too, Wil. I love you so much."
