The door to Jaidylen (Eng. Version)

chapter 16.

A look into the past

Sully's view

"I wish you had never been born..."

"Your existence hurt me, it was the best decision to leave you!"

"I wish I had never set foot in this world and given birth to you!"

"Our friendship has brought me to my grave..."

Gasping, I ran through a corridor, several doors appearing before my eyes. I looked around in panic, these stupid nightmares never stop and then those fucking voices!

"Why do you even exist?"

"So I can kick your ass, that's why!" I closed the door after a familiar voice rang in my ear.
This is a fucking maze! I open a door, a voice I know appears and I close it so they don't say any more wrong things!

"Why are you stealing! Didn't I raise you well?"

"You were never there, I had to survive!" I yelled and closed the door with a slam. I ran down the hallway, opening more and more doors.

"I should have left you to die in an alley as a child..."

"But you didn't, you were better than that!" I hissed desperately, closing them slowly.

"I should have slit your throat while you were sleeping!"

"What..." perplexed, I let go of the doorknob. I didn't open the door! One by one, the doors opened just like that. 
"It pains me so much to see you like this, I'm disappointed!" Stop it!

"Maybe it's a good thing I'm not alive anymore..." No, it's not... slowly I slid to the floor, fighting hard against the emotions. Why won't it stop? I want to get out of here!

"For what reason did you kill me?" I didn't, it wasn't me...

"Why are you lying to us?" I stopped and looked around... That was Zoe's voice.
Zoe Laydton the Saji! I met her today when I stole her bag... I got picked during that and I was happy like a little kid.

I was slightly ashamed afterwards that I didn't present myself cooler... Wasn't so good that I actually wanted to rob her and then got chosen too... honestly doesn't come across as super great that Amari Girl was, really mad at me.

"Excuse me, can you please speak up?"

"Why didn't you tell us the truth, that you're scum?"

"That you're a poor bastard!" Amari's voice appeared too and it hurt even more.

"That you're living off stealing and drowning in debt!" I didn't tell you that!

"That you're a fake snake?"

"Stop it!" I shouted and leaned against a door. Behind each door was a darkness that looked menacing. The corridor was poorly lit and flickered around.

 "That you need help?" An unfamiliar male voice suddenly appeared behind me and the door I was leaning against opened rapidly, leaving me in darkness. I quickly jumped up and tried to run out of the darkness but the door closed.

Fuck, I'm locked in here!

It was dark and I started to breathe faster and faster. I grabbed my chest and tried to calm down but the fear was stronger. I started to hyperventilate, tears came out of my eyes and I just wanted to get out of here!

The darkness was getting to me and I closed my eyes in panic. A glow passed through the shadows and I opened my eyes. I was quite startled by the bent down face of an attractive man.

"Holy shit!" I crawled backwards and took a closer look at him. He gave off a certain glow, otherwise everything looked normal. He had golden curls framing his face, bright blue eyes that stood out quite a bit and a few freckles under each eye. Linen framed his body and went on for a few meters on the floor...