My brain and heart can never seem to agree on what is the right answer to the question: Are you okay?
The mind keeps asking why won't I be okay
Because it is forced to believe that it needs to be okay in order to operate
But the heart knows that it's not okay, but the mind doesn't want to send the signal to mouth the concern.
The mind wills strength but slowly and surely the heart is drowning, and the soul just yearns for freedom.
The heart cannot blame the brain for the mechanism because where will it begin? when the two have always been the givers and no one on the outside has shown that they are willing to have them together, whether distressed, sad, or happy.
Adaptation is hard when some aspects of who you are can not be changed because they have already become character and, as they say, character is DNA.
All its life, the two have worked together by themselves to make sure they are okay.
It was hard, but no mountain was unclimbable
So why can't the heart convince the mind that they need help when they are partners and have always made everything right.
The burden of a lone soul is the fear that eventually the abyss will no longer have light and if the mind stubbornness withers the heart will be too shattered to continue and the soul will have it's freedom but at what cost?
