~The Affair~ Good omens // NSFW/SMUT //

Struggling

Aziraphale knew that he had to tell Crowley as soon as possible. He didn't wanna see what happened of he didn't. He needs his help more desperately than the first Arrmagedeon. How was he going to sneak out of his office? He always was being asked something or was being held for a meeting. He wished that he had the strength to leave this place to get out of here. He always had been loyal to heaven. He knew he needed to leave but just couldn't. The graspes of good and evil replayed in his mind. Who was truly good?

With the added fact he couldn't focus on anything made everything worse for him. Aziraphale felt defeated. Aziraphale snuck out into the hall. He was lucky enough to the fact that the planet veiwing room was very close to his. He could slip out there and see how many days had passed on earth. This would give him the excuse to go check on Muriel. He only had to wait a few hours in heaven due to the fact that time progressed faster. Then about 10 hours later he crept into the hall. 5 days had pass. He knew this was normal now if the Metatron caught him he wouldn't be in any trouble.

Aziraphale slipped out into the street of soho and down into the bookshop. "Morning" greeted Aziraphale.

"Morning Mr fell!" Muriel gleamed

"Where us Crowley?" Aziraphale questioned

"He's in the kitchen" Muriel said with a sweet smile

"Thank you dear" Aziraphale said walking down the hall and into the kitchen

"Hello Crowley" Aziraphale said

"Morning angel" Crowley said as he spun around.

"Anything else from Heaven?" Crowley asked

"Yes, I found out it will be happening from Jesus Christ." Aziraphale said

"I see." Crowley mumbled

Aziraphale smiled warmly. Something about Crowley he just couldn't help but smiling about. He loved him dearly. He never knew how to say it though.The angel had never properly learned to love. How was he ment to love someone if he wasn't sure how himself to?

Aziraphale touched on Crowleys hand.

"Dear? Do you want to do that again?" Aziraphale was nervous of asking for affection.

Crowley looked at Aziraphale and laughed

"Of course" Crowley laughed pulling Aziraphale closer to him. Then kissing him passionately.

Aziraphale couldn't help but feel good. He wanted this desperately and loved every second of it. It felt like a dream. Like he would wake up at any moment and realize none of it was true. But this was different. He could feel Crowleys slender arms exploring Aziraphales body.

Aziraphale pinned Crowley on the counter. He was desperate for Crowleys touch. Crowley was inside freaking out and didn't know what to do. He felt a mixture of emmbaresd, panic, and enjoyment. He played it cool but he wasn't sure if his knees would give out on him. He felt vulnerable in this position and didn't wanted to get out of it. They were both busy that they didn't think to hear Muriel coming down the hall. Muriel figured they were probably just making a plan to divert the second Armageddon in which Muriel would help in.

Muriel walked into the kitchen expecting to see them talking at the counter or getting tea. Muriel looked over to see Crowley and Aziraphale kissing and just froze they didn't know what to say.

"Um...Mr Aziraphale??" Muriel said sheepishly

Aziraphale turned bright red and spun around.

"Ah, um yes dear?" Aziraphale said losing his voice in the middle of his sentence.

"What are you all doing????"

Aziraphale looked at Crowley with a concerned glare. Aziraphale's face was bright red at this point and Crowley started smoking off. They both didn't know what to say. What were they supposed to tell Muriel? They surely couldn't tell her about there affair. What if they told heaven. But it seems that there wasn't any other way to lie out of the situation. Crowley was the first to speak.

"Well. It's very complicated Muriel." Crowley muttered

"Yes indeed it is." Aziraphale mumbled

"How so? You too love eachother. I can sense it." Muriel said oddly confused

Aziraphale and Crowley trembled. They knew they liked eachother but was it really love?

"Well um yes I suppose we do, or atleast I do." Aziraphale chocked on his words. He let it slip and he wasn't sure how Crowley or Muriel would react.

"So? You all are dating?" Muriel was really confused now

"We aren't necessarily dating but we kind of...mess around from time to time." Crowley mumbled

"Do you all love like humans???" Muriel asked

"Yes, as you know it's very complicated to understand when you haven't been on Earth long." Aziraphale said

"Oh! That makes sense." Muriel said

"So does upstairs know or hell?" Muriel asked

"No, and we wouldn't want them to know please" Aziraphale begged

"Well aren't as angels we supposed to be honest?" Muriel asked

"Well your not lying if they don't ask?" Crowley suggested

"I never thought about it like that." Muriel said

"I won't tell on you all unless I'm asked ok?" Muriel still wanted to be honest but not a snitch

"I think that's agreeable" Aziraphale said looking over at Crowley.

"I agree" Crowley said staring right back at him

Aziraphale grabbed Crowley's hand.     Crowley slightly smiled at the angel.

"Well I'm going to go read Coraline!" Muriel announced walking back into the hall.

"So you dare hold the serpants hand?" Crowley teased

"Yes I do~" Aziraphale said in whisper

Crowley didn't expect Aziraphale to be so forward but he didn't mind.

Aziraphale grabbed Crowleys tie and started kissing him again. They both didn't care about the time. Weirdly enough Aziraphale didn't even care which was odd for him. Most the time he was always looking at the clock and making sure he got back on time but today he didn't care. The Metatron might be angry but when was he not. Aziraphale was already going against him for the second Armageddon so why care what he has to say?

Authors note: Sorry it's taking me awhile to finish chapters its been really slow recently.