"Why didn't you just ask us?"
"You know you can just ask for help."
They said, as i was sitting there in silence.
My body was shaking.
I wonder if they could see it.
I barely heard them as they let out all their problems upon me.
I shut off.
I didn't hear much.
But I knew all of it was related to me alone.
You wondered why I was quiet, emotional.
You didn't expect it from me.
I mean, wouldn't you fall silent too?
If you were put on the spot like that.
Why didn't i ask for help, you ask?
Can i really just ask for help?
But would you really care and hear me out?
I saw that look on your face.
Disinterest.
Lack of compassion.
I felt a cold heart.
I can't ask
I can't ask for help
I know you only want this to make yourself feel better.
I can see through you unlike anyone else, you know?
Don't say im the problem.
I won't ask.
I won't ask you for help.
After you pretended to care about me,
You started giving me the exact reason not to.
YOU ARE READING
A mind full of poetry
PoezjaHello! Thank you for checking out my poetry album! My name is Jenny, and here you can find tons of poems I've written about me. The poems go in-depth but are vague enough to be interpreted in any way that you'd like! It's why I won't publish expla...
