Campus Nerd VS. Campus Heartthrob

Battle 5

BATTLE 5

Uwian na!! Grabe! Para akong kinulong sa piitan ng 20 taon sa tagal na matapos ang klase namin!! OhYebahh! Sa wakas uuwi na ako! There were so many things happened this day! Ahayy! Nakakaloka ang Life, parang Buhay!!!

Aha!! That paper! Emeged! I'm really excited! I loved to go home already para makagawa ng plans ko using this paper para mapalapit ako sa kanya!! That's my awesome great fantastic so brilliant idea!! Haha..

Pero wait lang, mukhang there's something written in the paper. I'll just read it later. I must go home first!

"Bye!" - Bhessy Ea

"See you tomorrow impa!!" - Bhessy Lea. Short of Impakta!! Tsssk. Baliw talaga to!!!

"Bye Quiln!" - Bhessy Precious

"K.Bye!" - me, then I waved back at them and hurriedly walked towards our subdivision. Magkaiba kasi kami ng Subdivisions...

I looked again at the paper, and I just recognize, there's another paper inside. Well, ang galing nung pagkagawa!! No doubt! My labidabs is really witty! Ang ganda ng designs ahh! Hmm, pulos pink at red lang!! Eeewww! Wag niyang sabihin na bakla siya at gustong-gusto niya ang female's usual choice of colors?? Naku!! Huwag naman sana! Kay gandang lahi, Shuding?? Hindi ko matatanggap! Haha.. Ako ang magpaparami ng lahi niya!! Hahaha.. Ang echosera ko!! Kung mangarap, WAGAS! Heh! Walang aatribida!!

I'm already here in front of our house, at dahil hindi na ako makahintay para mabasa ang nilalaman nun, I hastily opened it with a high curiosity all over me.

Wow!! The designs are really great!!

I read the paper.. and I therefore conclude, walanjo!! Ba't english to?? Sa dinami-rami ng language na pwedeng gamitin, ba't english pa?? Nakakanosebleed to!!

Sinimulan kong basahin....

My love,

I'm not good on saying this, but I'm here writing this letter due to my unconditional and pure love for you. I didn't know how it started, but I'd just woke up one morning and I'd realized I'd found the girl of my dreams. I had a crush on you when we were still in Grade 7. Remember the day when you bumped at me first day of that school year? Since then, I kept on dreaming on you. But, still I couldn't hide the fact that you were so perfect for me and you were the Campus Princess while I was just a nerdy guy who hanged with my geek friends.

Who I am to compete with your suitors? I'm just nobody for you. So, by this letter, I would express my hidden feelings for you which I didn't have the urge to tell you in person. I'm sorry if I had fallen for you. It wasn't my intention. But, here it goes... I'd eventually learned to realize that I was head over heels with you, Precious Xin Genrey...

WTF!!

O____O

*tears fell down on my chicks*

T___T

Hindi ko na tinuloy na basahin yung letter kasi ang sakit na! Ang sakit dito. *turo sa puso*.

Napaupo ako... nanginginig ang buong katawan ko.

Sh*t!! The eff! Errrgg! Puteeekk! Bakit ganoon? Bakit siya pa? Bakit??

I cried hardly!! Huhu. Shunga ko talaga!! T____T

Nandito pa pala ako sa gate sa labas ng bahay, tapos super duper moment ako rito pero..

Huwaaaaaahhhh! Huhuhuhuhu!

Shocks!! Ang sakit lang!!

This paper, I thought would be a nice idea for my plan, but it was not! Definitely NOT!! My heart was being torn into million of pieces and I hated it!! Ang sakit malaman na hindi ikaw yung taong mahal ng mahal mo. Syete! One-sided-love!

I was a masochist pathetic woman who kept on reading a confession letter of the man I loved - dedicated not for me, but for another woman.

Humagulhol ako ng iyak without considering the presence of other people passing by and those who were so nosy and too stupid watching my own moment. Walanjo na kung walanjo!! I don't care! What I care is my own hurted feelings!! Ang sakit lang! Syet talaga! Ang sakit sakit!!!

Yung tipong parang dinurog-durog ng paulit-ulit ang puso ko, sinagasahan ng sampung 10 wheeler truck, sinaksak ng Samurai nang 100x, binaril sa Luneta Park with matching bombang sumabog!! Ang sakit!!!

The Eff! Ang Neggy na feelingerang tanga na boba na ang alam ng lahat ay hopeless romantic at loveless, ngayon ay naghihinagpis!! Kulang na lamang ay maatake sa puso at mailibing na!! Tsssk..

Ang kirot talaga!! Again... I slowly broke down and sadly sat on the stairs right before the gate of our house. I hugged my knees as I felt the cold breeze touching my pale skin. Then, a drop of water touched my arms , afterwards, a contagious drop of rain started to wash out the pain that tortured my gloomy heart!! However, it didn't work out. I didn't take away the pain in my heart, even a little bit of it. How tragical!!!

Napaka-gasgas na ng scene na ito kasi laging ganito yung nangyayari sa mga pusong sawi sa mga istorya and I found it so pathetic before but now? I'd felt it was just a way of the nature to symphatize with my feelings.

Sumasabay ang ulan sa nararamdaman ko... Bakit ba ako ganito? Wala naman akong karapatan para masaktan pero bakit ganoon? Daig ko pa ang girlfriend na napagtaksilan!! Pero, wala ehh! Kahit wala akong karapatan para maging ganito, heto pa rin, nasasaktan!!! :( -,- -,-

Errr!! Grabe! Ang saklap ng buhay, parang life!! Yung gusto mo, may ibang gusto at ang malala, bestfriend ko pa!! What a nice!! According dun sa letter since Grade 7 pa lang siya, gusto na niya ang bestfriend ko. Nice ha!! Mas matatag naman ako dun nho!! Since Elementary pa lang kami, hinahangahan ko na siya at unti-unting lumalalim until now that I'm so head over heels with him.

Pero kahit gaano pa pala ako magkagusto at mahalin siya, wala pa rin pala. I'm still the loser. I had still lose the battle because there's already somebody who owned his heart. Ang sakit ngay lang kasi!!! Masakit talaga. Kayo ba naranasan niyo na? Masakit nho? Masakit talaga... </3

T___T

Siguro, itong letter na ito'y balak niyang ibigay kay Precious but he's not brave enough to tell and confess his feelings for her, at ako pa pala ang makakaalam. So bad for me.. Tsssk. Tadhana nga naman ohh!! Mukhang he was giving the final guts to wake me up from assuming and dreaming of him. And even though I accepted the fact, the pain was still living fresh in here. It was harder on my part to forget than to accept.

Before I close my eyes that night, a bunch of tears, an everlasting mourn and sob filled the four walls of my room. Fixed emotions filled my heart as I slowly closed my swelling eyes.

R1S

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Inedit ko po ito kaya may mga changes. Salamat.