Get Me High [COMPLETED]

GMH 27

WOOYOUNG

"I never really went." Wooyoung said quietly, straddling San in the car, arms around his neck where his teary face was buried in.

"Can you tell me what really happened baby? "San gently squeezed his waist.

A few hours ago....

"You're not going to come are you? And that's why you're here. To tell me beforehand. Right? " Yeonjun looked at him with a sad smile.

It was after school and Wooyoung had asked Yeonjun for them to talk in their car. He couldn't even face him, sat in the passenger seat with his head down.

"I've thought about it the whole day and I now know why I was so conflicted. Yes I did like you and probably somewhat still do. But it was 9 years ago. So much happened since then. Whatever it is still lingering in my heart for you, it could never compare to what I feel for San. I'm in love with him Yeonjun and the only reason why I hesitated is because I felt like I owed it to you.

I felt bad for all the things that happened to you and I wasn't there to help you through them when you had been there for me. You've never wanted or asked for anything from me so when you asked me out I just felt so obligated to do something for you since I never got the chance to. "

"So what I'm getting from this is that you would have went because you pity me? "

"No. I would have went because I wanted to repay you for being there for me when we were kids. But that's not how it works. Because as much as I'd be giving you what you want by saying yes, it wouldn't be fair to you because I want San only. "He explained.

"But you still feel something for me don't you? That little lingering feeling is enough for me. I don't expect you to be in love with me. I mean I just came back into your life a few days ago. But it can grow Woo. That little feeling. I can.... "

"Yeonjun. I'm still trying to accept myself so I'm in a state where I'm quite self contradictive but if there's one thing I'm certain of is that my feelings for San won't change. He just...silly as it sounds, he makes my heart flutter. I find myself staring at him and wondering just what I did to deserve him. I get butterflies in my stomach when he calls me baby or Young'ah. I love how he looks at me like I'm the best thing that's ever happened to him. "

Wooyoung paused momentarily because it wasn't that easy to openly talk about his feelings without getting flustered.

"Yes he's still human and makes mistakes but he owns up to them. He makes me feel things I've never felt before for anyone. And Yeonjun, as much as I do harbor some sort of feelings for you, I can never see myself in any lifetime leaving his side unless he wants it. He told me it'd be on my terms if I left but in actual truth, it'd be on his terms because i don't have it in me to be with someone else that's not him. " Wooyoung's heart raced as he spoke but not a single word that came out of his mouth did he regret.