beautiful ♡ muke (boyxboy)

chapter five

{ the outfit luke wears later on }

this is just a bunch of cake fluff (:

luke

i woke up from the bright light from the sun shining through the curtains. i grunted, i need to start closing the curtains before bed.

i pulled the blankets off my body, letting the cold air hit my warm skin causing goose bumps to raise and making me shiver.

i yawned and headed downstairs but not before checking to see if i had normal clothes on and not my oversized pink sweater and panties because i know ashton and calum stayed over last night so i had to careful.

i walked in the living room to see ashton laying on his back while calum was on his chest, snuggling him to get more warmth on my couch. it was such a cute sight, they looked so peaceful and calm. i didn't want to ruin it but i had to because i know ashton has work soon and i didn't want him to be late.

i walked over to the couch they were on and smiled. i shook calum, not enough for him to fall off the couch but enough for him to wake up to it. he grumbled and snuggled to ashton's chest even more.

i shook him more until he woke up. calum has always been a grumpy morning person; if you wake him up for no good reason, he'd glare at you all day and it's kind of scary.

calum opened up his eyes and rubbed them to help wake him up more. "mm, why'd you wake me up lukey?"

i smiled slightly and nodded towards ashton. "because ashton has work in about an hour and you're on top of him. either way you would have been woken up."

he pouted and glanced at ashton. he raised his hand to repeatedly poke ashton's cheeks to wake him up. calum giggled slightly when ashton frowned in his sleep and opened his eyes to glare at whoever woke him up.

"wakey wakey ashy, you have work in an hour and if you don't get up now, you'll be late." i sang while playing poking his stomach, knowing that that's his most ticklish spot other than his neck.

ashton giggled at my actions and got up from the couch with calum still in his arms. i shook my head at my friends and went to the kitchen to cook breakfast.

i went to the kitchen and scavenged around to find absolutely nothing to make breakfast with. calum must have used everything for when he made pancakes. so i guess i'll be having cereal.

i poured myself some cereal and quietly ate it while i listened to ashton and calum talking in the living room.

a few minutes later, i heard the front door open as close so i figured that ashton left for work. not long after that, calum came in the kitchen and sat next to me with a big smile.

"what made you so happy?" i asked with a small smirk.

calum smirked back and shrugged. "i don't know, but hey, we can hang out today and watch movies with popcorn. just me and you, like old times."

i smiled at the thought of that. calum and i have been best friends since birth. our moms have been the best of friends in high school and even when they had us, they made sure that we were just as close and they were and it worked. we were considered brothers, we did everything together. if i cried, he cried with me. if he wanted to nap, i'd nap with him.

hell, if he jumped off a building for some reason, i'd jump with him. if he dies, i die; emotionally, mentally or probably physically.

i can not live without my calum.

which is why i decided to tell him my secret first because i know for sure that he would be supportive about it. and i planned on telling him today.

it didn't work out as planned before because i wasn't prepared at all. but today, i'm going to tell him.

i figured it would be way easier for me to tell them one by one and of course i picked calum first. i wanted to tell him as soon as possible so after i finished my cereal ad put my bowl in the sink and went back to calum.

"cal, you know that thing i wanted to talk to you about? um, i want to tell you now." i nervously bit my lip. all i can do is think of the worst.

calum nodded with a smile and placed his hand on my shoulder. "yeah luke, let's talk about it."

"okay." and with that i took his hand and led him to my room. i thought about how i'm gonna tell him and it all just seemed wrong.

we reached my room and i told calum to sit on my bed and i followed his actions and sat beside him. i took a deep breath and turned to look at him. he just smiled at me and urged me to tell him. and that's what i did.

"okay..so um, hopefully after i tell you this, you won't see me as any different but i-"

"you're not an alien are you?" calum asked with wide eyes. i rolled my eyes and shook my head.

"no you ass. i, um, may or may not like wearing g-girl clothes?"

calum stared at me with a confused expression and i know he wants me to explain it so i closed my eyes and began the story.

"okay, you remember dylan?" i asked with raised eyebrows.

"the one who-" calum started but i quickly cut him off, already knowing what he was going to say.

"yeah that one."

"yeah, i remember him really well."

"okay, so, basically he told me, the oblivious and innocent 11 year old me, to dress up for him so i can be his pretty princess. i didn't want to but i did and calum, i felt so different; so me."

calum looked at me with so much emotion and since he wasn't already yelling at me at how much of a disgrace i am, I decided to continue.

"since then, i've liked wearing girl clothes. i have another closet full of just girl clothes and panties and stuff and c-calum i don't know why i'm like this. this isn't normal." my eyes watered as i got to end, thinking that yeah, i ruined our friendship because i fucking love wearing panties.

i felt calum pull me into a hug and i immediately hugged him back. it's such a great thing that he knows how to calm me down.

calum rubbed my back and put his head into the crook of my neck. "lukey, why didn't you tell me sooner? i think that's fucking awesome that you like to wear them. i mean they're clothes after all and i bet you look beautiful in them." calum said and my smile couldn't have gotten any wider after that.

"thank you, so much cal. i-i thought you were going to hate me." i sobbed into his chest. i felt him shake his head and sighed.

"i couldn't hate you for anything luke, you're literally my other half." i smiled through my tears and pulled back from his embrace.

"w-well do you want to see my other clothes? you said you wanted to have a movie night and oh my gosh, i have the perfect outfit for it." i gushed while running to my other closet to change.

i'm so surprised on how well that worked out. i knew calum would be supportive but i didn't think he would be right away. it's such a relief that someone, other than myself, knows about my dirty little secret and now i don't have to hide whenever calum is here.

i quickly changed into my movie night outfit and went to calum to show him. his eyes widen and he smiled at me, causing me to grin back at him.

"It definitely fits you."

i smiled and dragged calum downstairs to put in the first movie in. calum grabbed the snacks while i set up.

And with that, we started our movie marathon.