A brand new person texted me
And i just couldn't believe
That someone could actually love me
I'm still trying to figure out why
I've been abandoned and hurt
Used to be her number one girl
But now I mean less to ever her
So maybe that's why I should stop trying to date
I just wanted a woman to hold me so bad
And for a man not to hit me when he got mad
I just want love, not the stuff that makes me sad
Because I gave everything that they wanted, got nothing back
I can't get loved by anybody not even me
Why can't I just be somebody's teenage dream
I mean just take one good look at me
Realize that for a while I'll be good and lonely
But I'm as hated as the orange cream
Why can't I just be somebody's teenage dream
I don't know if I should swallow all of my food or starve
Would they love me even if I eat all of these carbs
Or will they call me fat and say that I'm weighing down the car
And I'm still piecing together what they had said
Don't get me started on the way that he speaks
The way he takes advantage when I feel so weak
And how she puts me down when I'm having a bad week
And that's why I have difficulty falling in love
I just want someone to hold me so bad
Not someone to break my heart when we fall flat
None of the afterthoughts and the witchcraft
I just want her love, not the heartbreaks which makes me sad
I just don't know why nobody can love me
I just want to be a teenage dream to anybody
I don't want to be left behind in the dark
I don't want this love to break my heart
I just don't understand how I'm not loving
That I'm not somebody's teenage dream money
And maybe I should buy myself flowers
Because nobody else is giving me a love shower
And maybe I gave her all of my power
And I just wish I didn't lose everything that day
I wish that I hadn't given my hopes away
And hopefully my thoughts won't win that day
I just don't know why but everyone's cheating
I just want to be a teenage dream that's heating
But maybe everyone is meant to dream
Because nobody will love what I bring
I just don't understand why nobody loves me
I just want to be somebody's teenage dream
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Teenage Dream (Deluxe)
PoetryI was a mad person obsessed with writing. I had ended up writing 20 poems but decided not all fit the original concept of the collection. But, I made sure to include them here. The deluxe poems have a more sad feeling, since for the original I was m...
