Teenage Dream (Deluxe)

Slut!

I bet you didn't think I would find out 

The blasphemy that you used to shout 

And now you use death for dark clout 

Forming smoke and smoky clouds 

I am always scared 

I bet you didn't think about me when you

Would give him the gold buried in the blue

You were so afraid of what everybody will say

But since the start you gave that all away 

And I tried to defend

But you always chose the best friend 

And now I'm being body shamed

I'm being called every name

In the book where anything is game 

I've tried to be your friend throughout

But now I'm always asking what is what

Why am I always the slut? 

I bet you're happy now with your new friends

I bet you're more expressive in your emotions

I bet that you can tell a relationship will never end

And it came to the point where we're not friends 

And then you wonder why I never call

And now I'm used as a one night

I was the one who always had a fight

You and your family have always been close

But the door with me and my family is closed 

And I used to always pretend

But now I'm stuck on defense 

And now I'm being called every name in the book

And you who loves a boy always gets off the hook

I always force everyone to give me a look 

And I've tried to be your friend without

But now I'm asking if this is what you want

So why am I always the slut? 

And I've tried

To let go of the past now 

But you remind me

Of everything that went down 

I was forced to be the pawn in the rape

And you dropping my hand was part of the game

And you wonder why I always change

But it's because everyday I'm more afraid

And I can't even have you hold me down 

And now I'm crying because I was brought down

I'm feeling alone like I don't belong in this town

And now I never ever see you around 

And I've always tried to be that friend you lean on

But now I'm always asking if this is what you want

But what about what I want 

Why were you never the one?

Why was I just another one?

Why am I always the slut?