ALEX TURNER • ONE SHOTS•

the call (this story may trigger some people⚠️)

You hadn't seen Alex in a week and you've been really struggling, your mental health has been really effected not speaking to him. He knows you've struggled in the past and been there and helped you but knowing he can't answer you is making everything harder.

your sat at home trying to convince yourself it's okay because he's home next week but you can't come to believe it. he's in London and your in Sheffield it's not like he's 5 minutes away. You mange to talk into
yourself that at least he's not in American and the AM tour is finished next week so you have him home for a while.

time progresses and it's the same old quiet night. you get up in your pjs and walk to the bathroom. you look in the mirror and see what a state your in. From seeing this sight you just burst. Your just stood infront of the mirror crying your eyes out, you didn't realise it had gotten this bad you look down at your arms and see your sh from earlier that's day.

you thought 'what will Alex say, i've disappointed him agian.' you drop to the floor crying in a ball.

after about 10 minutes you get up, mascara smudged everywhere and walk to the kitchen. you reach for the medicine cabinet and took a full box of paracetamol. without thinking you take the whole box. your sick of feeling like this

your sat crying on the floor in a ball. your crying that's hard your neighbour is knocking on but you ignore. next thing you know everything goes black.

next thing you know you hear voices...
'thank you for coming so soon Mr Turner, we know you were in London but we thought you needed to see her..'
you heard another voice yet this once sounded familiar. 'is she okay? will she make it? i can't loose her, god i can't loose her...' the voice is panicked and scared.
'Mr Turner she's okay, she was very lucky.'

just the you felt yourself waking up..
'w.where am i?' you say in a tired grown your eyes still not open
'OMG! y/n your awake you had my so worried my dear, i can as soon as i could!' said Alex
'Alex? but what about the tour?' you said in confusion

'forget the tour this has proved you need me more and i'm ever so sorry i couldn't call or text. I was scared this was going to happen mylove' he said

'i'm really fucking sorry!' you said begging to cry 'i'm so done i tried my hardest i really did i was doing so well and the i wasn't. I don't know why i tried to leave Alex probably to take the pain i'm so so sorry.'

'Baby please don't be, i should of been there i know your mental health is bad when i go next
time your coming with me whatever management say.' he said with a smile

'thank you Alex, I love you so much.' you said with tears in your eyes

'i love you more y/n' Alex said. He pulled you into a tight hug and for the first time in forever things felt okay..