Knight And Prince

CHAPTER 08

"Even though he isn't good to us..... He sometimes acts good . Like he is towards his wife."
He said shrugging like it's nothing.

My mind went numb and my body same. I can't believe what I heard was true or not. It can't be true... Nanon said he is single and neither had any relationships.. So how is this possible... But this is Nanon's best friend after all he knows Nanon than anyone. Why is he saying something like this... But if it's true... Is he playing with me all this time... Just to make sure I will not suicide. So is this all just acting?
My eyes already teary. Without looking at him I asked while looking down at my hands for confirmation again because I trust him my all,I don't want to believe in this...

"Does he really have a wife or are you just pranking me ?"
I asked hoping at least it turned out to be prank .

"Yeah... He have. Why should I prank you. I don't gain anything in that. But Why did you ask like that ? Is it a problem for you, him having a wife ? "

He asked nonchalantly and I don't have the courage to look at him or ask anything, My world started to crash and crumbling down in seconds because it turned out to be not a lie .
I laid on my bed back facing him and let my tears roll down to the side saying,

"Nah.. Why should I have a problem. "

"Hmm.. Yeah that's true. You're one of his patients"
He said and I realised what he said was true. I'm just patient of his. I quickly asked trying my best to not breakdown in front of him anymore,

" I'm sleepy. Can you leave?"

"Aha.. yeah... I will be back later I guess. "
He said leaving and I heard the door closing sound and I burst into tears immediately sobbing.

I'm so angry at myself. How could I think someone will love me and look after me when I'm so unlucky all my life. How can I be such a stupid... He is doing all these for his duty. But how can he?? Argh....
How can he do that to me while he is having a wife ? He was flirting with me all time and kissing me like a lover . Am I a joke to him... ?? What a sick joke you playing you bastard... I'm not gonna forgive you for this....
I threw away my pillow and started to cry harder.

This is hurting... It's hurt more than being hated by my father... I shouldn't have fallen for such a sick bastard...

After a long while crying out I was too exhausted and fell asleep unknown to me.

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After a while I felt gentle stroke in my cheek and snapped open my eyes to found out Nanon looking at me . His eyes look like I'm holding a world for him but how can he lie like this even through his eyes.
I slapped his hand off straightening my posture and he looked at me in surprise...

"Hey babe..... What happened? Did you cry?"
He ask worried, trying to hold my face and I pushed him away. I was boiling inside with anger but if I burst out I will never stop.

He sat beside me and tried to hold my hand asking in his worried face ,

"Hey... Ohm.... What happened....? Why you look so sad and grumpy...? Tell me...!!"
He asked giving me his sad puppy eyes and now I'm at my limit . I really wanna slap him for lying to me. At least he should've said the truth then I will not fall in a depth like this.
I looked at him in anger and slapped his hands away which he try touch me again,

He looks worried sick now with a frown,
"Hey... Please look at me... Tell me what's wrong... Don't ignore me...
How can I know when you are silent like this. Ohm... Bab..."

Even before he said anything more I slapped him across his face in anger shouting,

"Don't act here Nanon... You're such a sick asshole.
I didn't realise you're just doing all this to make me feel good because I was suisidical. You are not doctor , you're con artist. You asshole!!"