Screw Ups (Jake x Johnnie)

Kiss

a/n 200 reads oh my fucking god im so embarrassed kms. wtv they just make out for this whole ep sorry its lame

JAKE POV!

Our lips meet once again, slower and more passionate this time. Johnnie actually wanted to kiss me? and we were. right now. in public. The blasting music, the thick crowd, nothing mattered right now. Johnnies arms wrapped around my waist again, and i went back to running my fingers through his already messy hair. This wasnt even comparable to our first kiss, just a quick peck for the camera, nothing more, although it felt like my guts were on fire at the time.

I didnt want this moment to end, i would stay here forever and not change a single thing if i could, but as i pulled away to take a quick breath, reality came back to me.

"Johnnie..lets go somewhere else."

He didnt reply, instead he smiled and grabbed my hand, letting me lead him through the crowd and outside where only a few people were standing, all high from weed.

JOHNNIE POV

Honestly, i wasnt thinking anymore. I wasnt even sure what Jake and i were doing, or why. I obviously have a fat fucking crush on him but why was he doing this to me today. I didnt even care though, all i wanted was him, for Jake to do what he wanted to but never has, so i let him take me outside behind the building.

"Jake, what are we doing" i blurt out, not realizing that this may very well ruin the moment.

"Um..well i just thought you uh wanted to uh, im sorry did you not?" he asked anxiously, whether he was talking about continuing to make out, or if he had something else on his mind, the answer was yes. yes i do.

"Well fuck.. i mean yeah.." of course, im being awkward like always, and ruining this for myself. I really didnt want to have to "talk out" what happened tonight, i just want it to continue.

"Johnnie" Jake holds my face gently, looking right into my eyes.

"Jake?"

"You know how long ive wanted this for, right?"

"No.. Did you know that i have been waiting for this to happen since the second we moved in together."

"So.. youre okay with this right? with me like-"

"Yes." i didnt even need to know what else he had to say, the answer was yes. I began to kiss him again, backing him up against the back wall of the house, completely out of view from anyone. Jake grabbed my waist as he began to slide down the wall and take me to sit in his lap.

My knees landed on both sides on his thighs, hovering over him, staring down into his deep brown eyes, before lowering my face to meet his once again, my hands directing themselves to his chest.

JAKE POV:

Johnnie sat on top of me, hands going up my shirt, and mine snaking around his waist once again. I feel my heart pound against Johnnie as he brings his hands up my chest and grips my waist. Im surprised ive been able to stay so calm during all this, but as we get more into it, i begin to lose myself.

"Fuck-Johnnie-" i accidentally let a slight gasp escape while trying to take a breath.
Johnnies eyes widen and he grins, blushing even more than before. Im sure im red as shit right now too.

"Jake oh my fucking god-"  Johnnie lets out a short and breathy sentence before going right back to kissing me. This time, he strayed from my lips and worked down towards my jaw and neck. I never expected Johnnie to be like this, seeing as hes only been in one relationship before, i didnt know he was so confident doing stuff like this. Its hot as fuck.

I let out another short, breathy moan as he sucks harder on my neck. I can't believe Johnnies the one making me fall apart, and not me doing it to him. I want to make him feel what i am, so i take my hands off his waist and run them back through his hair, tugging it slightly.

JOHNNIE POV

"Ugh- fuck Jake" I gasp as he pulls my hair. I assumed he would want to take control soon, not that i minded. I allowed him to regain power over the situation and hold me close, one hand gripping my hair, and the other dipping under my shirt. I get that warm feeling pooling in my stomach as he feels up and down my body. I would let him do so much more than this, but i know we shouldnt, at least not now.

Im entirely lost in him for several minutes before hearing a loud crash by the front of the house. Startled, we pull apart.

"Oh shit what was that?" he asks.

"I dont fucking know, do you wanna get out of here?"

"Yeah.. come one" He grabs my hand and gets up, almost running towards the car. For some reason i didnt mind if we got caught right now, if someone had seen us coming out from behind the house, hair fucked up and Jake speckled with red marks. No one did, i think..?

Jake had never got the chance to really drink, so he was okay to drive us home.

After a short car ride, with tension so thick you could feel it in the air, we stopped at our shared house.

"Lets go." Jake said, grabbing my hand again, pulling me in the front door and down through the hall.

A/N- hi i feel soo much shame this is so cringe..

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