Screw Ups (Jake x Johnnie)

Morning

A/N- thank u sooo much for all the love and almost 400 views, im really running out of ideas after this one so suggest stuff 🤟

Tw- slight mention of sh

JAKE POV:

I woke up around 11, although I had a very set routine of waking up at 8 (autism..) we had stayed out so late last night i didnt mind messing up my schedule. I still had an arm around johnnies waist, holding him close. He looked so peaceful just laying there, chest rising up and down, hair covering his eyes, and eyeliner smudging around his eyes. I didnt want to wake him, but we needed to get up

"Johnnie, hey." i whispered, shaking him a bit, no response. I remove my arms from around him, not that i want to. i see him start to stir from his sleep a bit.

"hmm.. no.- come back" he says, his voice raspy with sleep. Johnnies morning voice always got to me.

"Johnnie, wake up." i said again, placing my hand on his arm. Topless for the first time in front of me in almost a week, i cant help but notice the half healed scars tracing up and down his arms. I get quickly reminded of the events of this past week, but i try to brush them off.

At the same time, seeing Johnnie shirtless reminds me that i am as well. oh fuck.

Last nights events instantly come back to me. The guys at the party, behind the building, the tense drive home, my room. oh my god.

i notice how many dark red and purple hickeys cover Johnnies skin, i dont even want to know how many i have. Well, maybe i do.

Johnnie starts to wake up properly now, blinking and stretching.

JOHNNIE POV:

Fuck im tired. Everything aches and i just wanna sleep, but Jakes insisting. Im instantly freezing once i sit up, no blanket, no shirt, and without jakes arms around me, its like 50 degrees in here.

No shirt. I instinctively go to cover up my arms with one another, although jakes already seen them multiple times, i hate feeling like im making anyone see them. A few scars are probably not my biggest problem seeing as my best friend and i are nearly naked in his bed.

"Oh shit. hey jake" i said, trying to sound casual.
Jake was reaching to the ground for some pajama pants to put on quickly.

"Hey.." he turns back to me, clearly anxious. And oh my lord he's absolutely covered in red marks, from his jawline to his collarbone. Did i seriously do all that...?

"So.." i try to start a conversation through the awkward tension.

"so.." he pauses. "i um- lets just talk in the car, we can get something to eat" Jake starts, getting out of bed.

"Yeah yeah totally" i jump up, and quickly run to my own room.

I shut the door behind me before sinking down on my bed and covering my face with my hands. I couldnt take this. i couldnt talk to him. what was i even supposed to say? 'im desperately in love with you!' or 'sorry we basically slept together mb' NO!

after a few minutes, I walk into the living room and see Jake waiting on the couch anxiously. He's texting someone rapidly, shit, is he telling someone about what happened? He must have heard me coming, and whipped his head around to face me.

"Ready?"

"Um yeah..lets go.."

I follow Jake out to his car, sitting in the passenger seat as always. So many emotions flooded my brain, and the awkward silence was making me even more anxious.

JAKE POV:

I get in the car with Johnnie, and start driving to taco bell for breakfast. I didnt want to, but i had to text Tara and tell her what happened, i needed to talk to someone. I didnt get to say much before getting in the car, so i kinda left Tara waiting.

<text messages>
J>tara holy shit i need to talk to you.
T>What the fuck happened r u okay?
T>where did you go last night
J>no im not okay omfg idk what to do rn
J> its johnnie.
T>omg what did u do jake.
J>its a long story. i dont really know how but we were fucking with some guys who were harassing johnnie, and it ended up going way further
T>OH MY GOD WAIT WAS THAT U I SAW BEHIND THE HOUSE
J>maybe....
T>JAKE.
T>omg jake
T>tell me everything.
J>wait hes coming back but here
J>one image*

I sent tara a blurry pic of my neck, fucking drenched in small red and purple bruises.

T>JAKE OH MY GOD
T>WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED LAST NIGHT
J>gtg ill text u latr
T>NO COME BACK

thats it.

Now i was sitting quietly in the car with Johnnie, every once in a while giving each other small glances. I couldnt help my eyes from continuing to drift back to his neck. There was no way we could hide this. well, i wish we didnt have to. do we have to?

My phone buzzed like crazy, i feel bad for leaving tara on a cliffhanger like that but i didnt want Johnnie to worry that i told her.

Soon, we pulled into the Taco bell drive through, and both ordered the same think we always get, and I park the car so we can eat. I need to say something to him soon.

JOHNNIE POV:

i cant eat right now. I dont think i can do anything until one of us just says something. i have to tell him. now.

"Okay.." i try to start something up.

"Johnnie. We just need to talk about this"

"No shit" its obviously been all we could think about since we woke up.

"Im just gonna be honest with you okay."

what does that mean. oh my fucking god im scared. ive ruined our friendship. not only that, we are roommates, we make content together, i couldnt let him go.

CLIFFHANGER U FAT BITCH 😘🤟
1030 words good god