Screw Ups (Jake x Johnnie)

Boyfriend

(continuing the last part)
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JOHNNIE POV:

After about another hour i managed to get out of bed, and Jake drove us to McDonald's for lunch. I still felt depressed, but definitely better than before. We sat in the car while i ate my nuggets and fries, and Jake had a burger.

"Do you feel better?"

"Yeah, alot. Thank you so much."

Im so fucking lucky to have a boyfriend like Jake. Wait.. is he my boyfriend? no? We said we were just "trying" right now, so i guess we arent boyfriends. Maybe i should ask him? or should i wait for him to ask me? i dont know.

"Hey Jake.." I made up my mind

"Mhm?"

"You really helped me out today man.. and i feel like, if you thinks so to that maybe we" i struggled for the right words.

"Johnnie, i want to be your boyfriend." Jake cuts me off, clearly knowing exactly what i was trying to ask.

I smiled as wide as i possibly could, before reaching over to hug Jake.

"I want to be yours too."

JAKE POV:

I feel butterflies in my stomach for what feels like the 100th time this week. Johnnie never gives hugs, like ever. But here we were, his head pressed against my shoulder and arms around my abdomen. Of course, I hug back, bringing him into a tight embrace.

"So we are sure now? like a serious couple?" i sound fucking dumb but i still ask.

"I mean, i guess so? Boyfriends." I blush hearing him say the term again. I never thought i would find someone like Johnnie, someone who truly knows me for everything i am, someone i could adore so much.

"Come here." i lean down to kiss him on the lips, immediately feeling him reciprocate the touch, kissing me gently but passionately.

Our kiss continues for around a minute before he pulls away and continues the conversation. We talk out each thing we need to know about this new relationship. I tell Johnnie about how ive been noticing myself feel more and more towards him each day for the last few months, and he tells me how hes just been lying to himself over and over to find reasons why we couldn't be together, even though he wanted to.

By the time we get home, we've said enough to mostly understand where we were as of now. We agreed to not stop doing anything we did as friends, instead just add on some more intimate things. I didnt want to bring up our internet presence right now, but we both know we have to find a way to release this news.

We found ourselves back in Johnnies room, holding each other closely as we watched a new horror movie Johnnie had heard about.

JOHNNIE POV:

Jakes arms had a firm hold around my waist, one of his hands in mine. Every once in a while i felt his free hand move up and down my body a bit, sometimes dipping under my shirt. I felt myself blushing, i just couldnt process that this was really all happening, we are finally together.

As the movie continued, Jakes hands wandered more. While in the car we agreed to be one hundred percent honest when we were uncomfortable with something, since i obviously wasnt stopping him, he just silently continued.

Next, i felt his fingers gently grazing the nearly fully healed scars along my wrist. For the first time in my life, i didnt feel as if i had to hide them.

"Jake." he pulled him hand off my arm.

"Sorry." he replied as fast as possible, worried he had upset me.

"No, no. its not that. I want to say thank you.. for being there that day." I grabbed his hand in mine again.

"Johnnie, i promise you ill be there every time."

A/N- soooo sorry for the slow updates, i dont think im ginna write too many more chapters ilyg
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