I HATE YOU

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Y/n's pov

I was walking on the streets.
My eyes full of tears no matter how hard I try i can't stop my tears.

Even the thought of leaving jungkook brokes me and it trembles my heart but... nothing can change it now.
I cant even imagine what jungkook must be feeling.

I know how much he loves it must be so hard for me.
I know i broke his heart and i can't even forget myself for my all lies.

I wiped my tears only to get replaced by a new pair of them.
As I was standing on the side of road a car came and stopped in front of me.

The door opened and park bogum walked out.
The only person i hate in this world and the last person i want to see.

He walked to me with a smile in his face.
The smile just make me wanna punch him on his face.
It makes my blood boil just to see him.

I had to break jungkook's heart just because of this jerk.

Bogum: y/n! My love why are you walking alone on streets. It's dangerous you know.

I scoffed at his word.

Y/n: not as much as with you.

He smirked and touched my cheek.

Bogum: don't spoil my mood. I am in a good mood.

I backed off away from him turing my head to another side.

Y/n: why are you here?

Bogum: obviously to take you with me.

Y/n: and why do you think so that i will come with you?

Bogum: you will come with me if you want to see jungkook safe.

As he took jungkook's name i turned toward him.

Y/n: huh? Don't you dare. I did everything you said and now what you want from me? Why are you making it so difficult for me?

I yelled at his face.
I cant let him hurt jungkook.

Bogum: you still don't understand anything why I made you do all that because I love you and want to be with you. Thats why I am here to take you with me.

Y/n: huh? But i don't love you can't you understand? I don't want to be with you. The things you did to me in past wasn't enough that now you want to destroy my life even more.

I said crying why does he have to do all this?
I am tired of all this.
He hold me by my shoulder and looked in my eyes.

Bogum: y/n the past in past and i know what i did was in past was wrong but all I did was to protect you and was to keep you safe.

Y/n: huh? Locking me in your house for months and beating me in the name of love was all to protect me.

Bogum: i know that was a little wrong but i sure I loved you so much that i didn't wanted anyone else to look at you thats why I locked you up.

Y/n: that wasn't love Bogum that was just your obsession and greed. Love isn't like that.

Bogum: no no..I love you and I know you love me too. We can be together forever. Let's be happy okay.

I yanked his hand away.

Y/n: But i don't love you so please let me go. I just hate you the thought of being with you disgust me so much that i could die. I hate...

Suddenly he pulled me close to him wrapping his one arm around my waist and another holding my jaw tightly.

I can see his veins popping up in the neck.
He is angry now and i know what he can do when he is angry.
It does scare me to look at him.

Bogum: What did you say? You hate me? No you can never hate me i know you love me no you have to love me thats your reality and even if you don't i don't care unless I love you it's enough for us. Got it?

He said gritting his teeth.
No matter how scary he looks i wont be scared of him.

Y/n: I will never love you no matter what. And I will never come with you. Got it?

He looked away and closed his eyes and I know how much pissed he is now.

Suddenly his grip around my waist and jaw tightened.

Y/n: ahh!

Bogum: you are testing my patience level....you will come with me if you want jungkook to live or you are really over from him. Huh? Should I just kill him?

My eyes widen in shock.
No he cant hurt jungkook.

Y/n: no you will not do that.

Bogum: you know I can do it.

A tear left my eyes as i thought about jungkook getting hurt.
He leave my jaw and wiped the tear from the corner of my eye.

Bogum: so will you come with me or not?

I don't have any other option.
I need to go with him.
I can't afford him hurting jungkook.

Bogum: you know i don't like repeating myself.

I took a deep breath and looked down on the floor.

Y/n: I..w_will.

Bogum: huh? What did you say? I couldn't hear you say it loudly.

I made a fist with my hand tightly.
Only I know how much i wanna punch him rn.

Y/n: I will come with you.

Bogum smiled and kissed my forehead.
I wanna push him so hard that he falls straight on his butt but i can't.
Just calm down y/n.
It's all for jungkook remember.

Bogum: thats my y/n.

Some tears left my eyes and he wiped them.

Bogum: baby don't cry. It hurts me seeing you cry. You know how much i love you so don't make me angry from next time. I don't wanna hurt you.

He leave my waist and hold my hand in his.
This hand of yours disgust me even more.

Bogum: let's go now to our home.

I looked down on the floor controlling my anger and tears.
He opened the door for me and pushed me inside the car.
I sat down inside and he sat down on the driver's seat.

He put his seat belt and then mine.

Bogum: you don't know how much happy i am rn. let's not ruin that okay. This is the only way you and me can be happy. Hmm?

He said and turned on the engine start driving the car.
I looked out of the window wiping my tears.
If it wasn't for jungkook I would have never came.

But i cant let him hurt jungkook.
I wont be able to live if something happens to jungkook and that because of me.

I am happy as long as jungkook is safe.
I will do anything but I won't let him get his way.
I will get my revenge i am not the same y/n you used to know some years ago.

The things I said to jungkook and I did which hurted him so deeply.
I cant forgive you for this.

' I will make sure that you will pay for all this park Bogum.'

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