Above the Water

7. New Level=New Devil

Tjay's tour kicked off 6months ago so it's been very quiet for Sunny and I, aside from me learning more about my mom's side of the family, I found out that she was actually white-passing and not fully white really sent me in a frenzy because her side is full of racist people yet she was actually biracial sent me down a different rabbit hole but I had no time to give the past especially with this bright future of mine. Between planning the wedding, being back in school, and raising my toddler I don't have time for anything. As I'm dropping Sunny off at daycare my phone rings before I could say hello, I hear Cash on the other line saying "Bitch, it's my birthday, I know you're coming outside" I told her of course, I wouldn't miss it for anything. I headed straight to the mall to find me something to wear although I was pretty confident I could find something in the closet, as I'm headed into another store I saw a group of young girls, wanting to take a picture with me, as much as I wanted to say no, I posed for the picture and went on my way, I am not use to this fake influencer life at all, being a rappers fiancé is just that, I don't see the influence especially from myself but then again I've always been self doubtful and self conscious. After I dropped Sunny overnight bag off to my dad's I headed home to relax til it's time for tonight's festivities to begin. I must've slept for what seemed to be hours because I was awaken by my concierge calling so that they could buzz in my makeup artist. After getting my makeup and hair curled, it was time to get dressed, I had a lace Fendi bodysuit with my Balenciaga purse and boots. Before I could head out the door, Tjay called, "hey bae, I wanted to talk before you head out with the girls" I FaceTimed him so he could see how good I was looking, he grabbed his dick and told me how much he miss me. My driver texted that he was outside before the conversation went any further, I told him I would let him know when I'm leaving the club, we said our love you's and hung up. I pulled up to Cash's house, all the girls met over there, we flick it up, take shots and head to Club Rush, the bottle girls came out with our bottles. We're vibing, smoking hookah, and ass shaking everywhere, all of a sudden I feel someone hug me from behind so I turn around and it's Tjay, I'm like what are you doing here and he said told if I had been paying attention to his tour dates I would know he have a 4 day break in between the next city. I was so happy to see my guy, I really started throwing drinks back because I knew I was getting some good dick tonight. We decided to hit an after hour spot up, as the night or should I say morning ended I told the girls they could sleep over at my crib since Cash lives on the outskirts of Atlanta. "Cash, you know where everything is at, get some covers and y'all can take the guest room and Sunny's room" As I straddle across Tjay's legs in reverse cowgirl and find my motion, I instantly remembered what this man do for me sexually. All I remember is Lex, Kylar, and Nia telling me to come lock the door because they were leaving, I rolled over it was 12:15, Tjay was still knocked out. I decided to cook some brunch food for us. "Damn, bitch u would you wake up by the time I done cooking" I said to Cash as she slowly walked into the kitchen with her scarf half off of her head, "bitch, we had a time last night" she said, and we begin to talk about our night. After eating, we all decided to smoke, as Cash passed me the blunt she dropped ashes on me and immediately started brushing them off me, Tjay said, "Damn, you just want to touch my woman" Cash jokingly replied, "Niqqa, I hit it first" I don't know what made my brain process these words, but I blurted out, "y'all both hit it now" Tjay said, you sure you want that? Before I knew it, my lace night gown was lifted up and Cash was eating my pussy, Tjay said he'll just watch but I insisted that he join and fuck Cash, he was fucking her so good that I stopped to watch, he said bae what are you doing, I said, "watching you dog that bitch pussy" he told me to come on so he could nut but I said, no, nut with her, and he did just that and nutted on her face. We all showered and got dressed and decided to go grab drinks, the one thing I hate about going out with Tjay is security following us and him having to take so many pics but I also admired the way he took his time to show love back to his supporters. Tjay had a studio session with Lil Tee, so he got me a driver to take me home, Cash ended up catching an Uber back home. I woke up at 2:30 a.m. and no call nor text from Tjay, so I decided to text him, I woke up around 4:15 to a text that said, "session running late, I'll be home soon" Around 6:00, I feel Tjay come in and snuggle up behind me, I woke up around 10:30, I needed to create this content for this brand that I'm doing promo for, I log into Instagram and I have so many tags so I go to this unfamiliar blog page, the caption read, "Tjay and some mystery and woman" the picture was so grainy, I paid it no attention because I'm so use to trolls honestly. I made my content, and decided that I'd pick Sunny up early from my dad's, just as I suspected she did not want to leave, she absolutely adored her paw paw. Soon as we get home, I lay Sunny in her bed and go to get comfy and start dinner, Tjay is in the shower talking extremely loud about some deal with this high end brand, as I'm undressing I hear a buzzing noise, it stopped but started again so I'm looking around and realizing it must be Tjay's other phone, I grabbed it to cut it off, it was an alarm, I dare not go thru it because one thing my granny taught me was, if you spy you cry. Just as I go to put the phone down it buzzed with a text from someone named Ky. It said I'll be ready in the next hour, so I went against what I was taught and scrolled through the thread which didn't make sense, I can tell some messages were deleted, as I kept scrolling, another message come in and said, I'll be at Cash house. My blood immediately began to boil, my fukn best friend knew that my fiancé was cheating on me with our other friend....