Above the Water

3. The Storm before the Calm part 2.

.... "You know how many bitches putting kids on me now that I'm on, I don't nut in bitches, I make em swallow" as he hung up the phone he started apologizing, explaining how he's not like that and that he really like the vibes I bring him and he came leaned over to kiss me, I fought back tears, feeling guilty, confused, hurt, and numb. I couldn't say anything yet, although I knew this was only the beginning I allowed him to please me once more, I don't know how long I was sleep but it must was for a long time because the city was wide awake and TJay was gone, this is the first time he's ever left me alone in his home, I saw a text from him;
Tjay🎼😏💙🍆: Didnt wanna wake u, I have a few sessions today, let me know when you leave so that I can lock the door from where I'm at. U can chill there til I get back later.
I knew I couldn't get caught up like this with a guy like him, I had to talk to Jade asap but before I could do that I had bigger fish to fry, that motherfucking Mr. Garri wasn't going to get away with what he did if so I'll fail any girl that ever had to experience something like that, I contemplated and contemplated and I finally made my mind up that I would report him first thing Monday morning. I ended up staying over TJay house that night, I was browsing snapchat and saw that he was in the club, throwing hella money, popping bottles, and doing what a nigga who just touched a mil do. I woke up the next day to find that he hadn't returned home, but that wasn't my man so I wasn't tripping but it hit me, he's the father of your unborn, maybe an abortion would be the best for me right now, I started scrolling on IG when I saw Shaderoom post "Rapper/Producer TJay spotted with Stripper leaving hotel" I didn't recognize the girl, I took a screenshot and left, minutes later Jade called and said that she wanted to come over, I went home, showered, waited for her, as soon as she arrived, she is in tears holding up her phone and showing me the post from the Shaderoom, she said this is him, this is the hoe ass nigga I let get me pregnant, I didn't know how or what to tell her as soon as I was about to start talking her phone rung, it was her job asking her to come in, I promised that I would check on her later, TJay I called me a few times but I didn't reply finally he sent me a text explaining that he's never let someone get close to him and that he really do like me and want to pursue me. Here it is the man that has my cousin preggo and have me preggo is wanting to settle down with me but I didn't want that. My life has changed drastically in the matter of weeks, Sunday morning I fixed me some breakfast and sent an email to a detective whom information I got off a website for dedicated to sex crime victims informing her that I would like to talk to her Monday, I couldn't wait to turn that bastard in, either that or kill him and I couldn't picture me doing that. Later that night I got a call from my old classmate asking if I heard what happened, she sent me a link, I opened it and the headline read "College teacher stabbed to death by Fiancée" as I strolled down to read the article it gets disturbing, apparently she caught him trying to have his way with her teenage daughter friend. I was stunned, the man that took a piece from me is dead! I was suppose to be overjoyed instead I was hurt, I didn't get a chance to speak my story, maybe I should just close that chapter, he was dead and maybe that was just a good thing.