Above the Water

2. The Storm before the Calm

I could see he was just as surprised as me, he turned red and started fumbling but I kept it cool because if I tell my story I'll sound foolish & he was right who would believe me, I was drinking with my teacher, left willing and he forced me, it sounded ridiculous plus with all these scandals about sexual harassment in the news I would sound like a attention seeking woman, I decided I would take matters into my own hands sooner than later. I never spoke with my therapist again and I dropped out of school. I began to dance at two different clubs, "Lucky's & The Penthouse" that's how I started seeing TJay a lot, we started hooking up outside of the club more. One night me, TJay, Cash, and TJay's right hand man was going to meet up and chill while they have a studio session his friend never showed so it was just us smoking and drinking while he mixed and mastered some songs, he started getting all touchy with me, I told him not in front of my friend, but then again it was so hard to not want him at that moment, he had on Bond No. 9 and that scent always get me weak, VVS's in his mouth, waves on swim, tatted up and last but not least his dick.... wheeew his dick must belong to a horse cause he was packing. Next thing you know my head was in his lap and I don't know if it was the weed and Tequila but in short term, I ate the dick up, I forgot about Cash ass who wouldn't take her eyes off me, he got up, picked me up and laid me on a table and ate my pussy like his last meal, I heard Cash say "Nigga you look like you got some skills but watch this" She came closer, pushed him out the way and soon as her lips touched my pussy it sent shock waves up my body, I wasn't gay but Cash had a mouth on her and according to my pussy it loved her ass. That shit turned TJay all the way on because next thing you know his dick was back in my mouth, I couldn't even concentrate on sucking his dick, I was squirting all over Cash, I don't know why but the weed had me wanting to get freaky so I told TJay to come fuck Cash, that bitch didn't object, we fucked and sucked all night. A few weeks went by and I had to attend my Dad's retirement party, he was finally retiring, he worked as a science teacher for 25 years. My cousin Jade pulled up and she told me she think she was pregnant and that her and the guy really not hitting it off like that, he had plenty women and wasn't settling down no time soon, I reassured her that we'll get thru it, with or without any man, she felt relieved, we are like two peas in a pod and I'll do whatever for her, she told me she'll tell me everything as soon as she have her first appointment, a few days later I woke up feeling like shit, first thing I thought about was that damn Jade must've rubbed her pregnant symptoms off on me. I went to the club, made my bread and left because I started feeling terrible, I finally went to the ER, the nurse told me that I need to schedule an appointment cause I was expecting!! My heart dropped, I wasn't ready nor was the father, he's just a dude I kick it with it & he break bread, this is not life. I didn't want to tell him right now so I just went home and shut the world off for a day while I jus sit and think. Cash been blowing me up but I wasn't in the mood to deal with her ass, I didn't want anyone to know just yet so I had to get back to my normal self. I linked up with Tjay at his condo downtown and his phone kept going off, he told me it was this crazy ass chick he deal with trying to buzz in and get in the building, I told him that he can't be out here giving all that good dick out especially since he on the come up, whoever it was wouldn't stop calling, I told him to just answer and tell her you aren't here, he answered on speaker, the girl said I'm just trying to talk to you, I am pregnant with your child, I knew that voice, it was my fucking cousin.... JADE!!!