Chapter 20: Denial

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and I'm back again.
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Khan: So, uh, N. What have you been doing these days?

N: Oh, um, like, reading some books? They're really good! You should read some.

Khan: Yeah, yeah. But what about when you were like, "depressed"?

N: Oh, I'm happier now, as long as Uzi is healing!

Khan: Gosh you sound so happy, it's kinda strange. Anyways, there's food on the table, and keep checking on Uzi alright? I'm going to work now.

N: Sure! Bye!

Khan: (Thoughts: gosh he sounds so happy it's scary, seeing him like that makes me feel uneasy about something. What's going on?)

N: Now that he's gone I can finally do something I always wanted to do! *grabs Uzi's unconscious body* Gosh you're heavy. *Brings her to the kitchen table* Just sit right there! *Places Uzi on the chair* Now that you're here let's talk about our day! How you doing Uzi?

Uzi: /System/: Voice detected, system is 31% active, medium injuries at upper part.

N: What?

Uzi: ...

N: *Sobbing* No...

Uzi: ...

N: *Crying* Why... Why am I doing this to myself?! Why am I'm faking myself?!

Uzi: ...

N: I just want you back Uzi... I just want you-

Khan: *Opens door* Hey N I forgot my walle- Why are you crying?

N: No! Please! Don't get near me!

Khan: N why are you crying?!

N: GET AWAY FROM ME!

Khan: N!

N: *runs and locks his door*

Khan: N, could you please tell me what is happening?!

N: *crying* WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE FOR ONE SECOND?!

Khan: ...

N: I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN KEEPING MY FEELINGS BACK AND WHEN I FINALLY SNAP I CAN'T EVEN HAVE TIME FOR MYSELF?!

Khan: N, please I'm trying to he-

N: NO, YOU'RE JUST GOING TO SCREAM AT ME JUST LIKE YOU ALWAYS DID!

Khan: N! STOP LYING YOU-

N: SEE?! YOU DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT OTHERS FEELINGS, YOU JUST CARE ABOUT YOURSELF AND THOSE STUPID DOORS!

Khan: ...

N: PLEASE, LEAVE ME ALONE.

Khan: *steps away from the door* Alright. I'm sorry.

(Some time later)

Underlined = Dream/Nightmare

N: Where am I?

Uzi: N!

N: Uzi!

Uzi: Follow me!

N: *tries following her*

*A giant wall falls from the sky*

N: What?

Uzi: *distant voice* Follow me!

N: Uzi wait!

Uzi: *Dissipates into the fog*

N: Uzi?

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