My Brave Queen l Jungkook FF (Edited)

29. Blurring the past

Author pov.

Jk : do you that much hate your existence? You could never understand how much you are worth to me.

He confessed still in her embrace.

Y/n : I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry

For the first time in her life she regret of her words. She felt that she hurt her love.

Suga : listen y/n. In this world everyone have a dark past. I don't know why we deserve that as humans. But it is the nature. What happened is happened. We can't change it anymore. I don't tell you to forget your mom and celebrate your birthday. Just be happy in present.

He said with his usual raspy voice but at the end of his advice he gave a very rare small smile of him to her. She listened to his every word with shining eyes while that every word absorbing in her brain.

Rm : before the sunrise is the darkest. I hope that you found your light y/n. Look, the most scariest mafia king is now whinning like a baby in your embrace.

Somehow it brought a little chuckle to everyone's face along with y/n.

Rm : I don't know how you endure all this loneliness. Think about presnt, now you have all of us. Be happy y/n. You deserve happiness.

Hobi : we don't tell you to celebrate your birthday grandly forgetting your mom's death. But don't be stuck with your past. It would now heal your wounds. I know to you, your mom is a very special person. But it wasn't your fault y/n. So please don't blame yourself. To my word today let's cut this cake. Begin from today y/n. From this moment.

He finished his words finaly giving a heart warming heart smile. Jungkook gave a chance to y/n by back off from the hug.

Y/n : thank you. Thank you for your precious advices oppa

Lisa : it's ok, if you don't like to celebrate your birthday. Let's go out for the dinner, ok?

Y/n : How can I reject your offer unnie?

Lisa : that's my baby

She cheerfully said engulfing y/n with another warm hug while a wide grin plastered on her lips.

Tae : enough, enough. Let's cut the cake.

Finaly taehyung uttered impatiently.

Y/n pov.

Let's begin the life.

I told to myself heaving a sigh. As everyone,my family gave me new hopes and positive vibes, I thought to change. My jungkook again held the cake infront of me to blow the candles that were lighting around the cake. Sitting properly on my bed with crossed legs, I held my both hands together while my closed eyes and I made a wish. A wish I would not regret in future

There I blew the candles in one shot and everyone clapped for me. After whining and fighting jungkook took the first bite from the piece of cake I held to feed everyone. One by one wished me with their pure blessings when I went to feed them

I can't measure how I love these brothers and sister from different mothers.

After giving me few more words they all left my room. To make my eyes widen in surprise I was pushed on the bed. There I felt my beloved boyfriend snuggling his head on the crook of my neck while his whole body above me.

Jk : what you wished?

He asked breaking the silence ice surrounding us.

Y/n : tch. It's a secret

Jk : so what? I want to know it.

Y/n : Nope. I heard if we tell the wish it would not be true

Jk : wae?