Yooha POV
"Are you going to do it?" Nakyum asked, hand playing with my hair. I grabbed his hand and kissed it, closing my eyes "I will. I am more than determined to be with you for all my life" his thigh is comfortable. Laying like this makes me want to fall asleep for sure.
"Thank you, lady Yooha" As he said that, my eyes snapped open again "What? Lady Yooha again? I thought you wouldn't call me that again since we already promised about that" I whined, biting his finger gently to tease him. His reaction to my actions always brings a smile to my face since he is getting flustered over and over again. Nakyum would never push me away nor would he reject me. I felt bad taking advantage of his kindness but whatever.
I am his lover so I have the rights.
It's like he didn't know anyway. He knows how selfish I am sometimes so he should be prepared.
Just then, someone walked into the room making me sit up. I looked at the person to see a frowning Sunoo "This is annoying. You did forget huh?" seeing him saying that as soon as he walked in made me frown as well. "What? Did I forget anything?" I asked back, thinking as hard as I could when he sighed.
"Let's meet up outside. If you didn't, I will hurt myself again" he said, leaving the room. I stand up, looking down at Nakyum who was looking concerned about Sunoo. "Hey, don't worry. It's just a harmless threat from him. He would never do that since Aera would kill him if he did" I try to lessen the look on Nakyum's face by explaining.
Nakyum looked at me and smiled. "Sure, go ahead. I'm waiting," he said, making me smile too. I wanted to tease him a bit. I left the room and made my way to where I thought he would be. On my way there, I noticed Sunoo gazing off into the distance. He seemed preoccupied, which worried me. Sunoo isn't usually one to spend much time lost in thought, so I wondered what was on his mind.
"Sunoo?" I called out, standing next to him. I will just stand here and wait for him to open up first.
"Yooha, do you remember how we met?" I hummed "How can I? That night did change my life" I looked over at him, trying to gauge his emotion. "Ever since that day, I always thought of you as my savior. I looked up at you and for some reason," he gazed into my eyes, smiling before stepping forward, and before I was even able to do anything, he pressed himself into my arms.
"That looking up emotions turn into something else" I caressed his hair, wondering what he was trying to do "What is it?"
"I don't want you to see anyone else. I hate you touching anyone else. I want your everything" he mumbled, hands circling on my arm. "When you brought back Nakyum, I thought everything was going to be fine. There's no way you can change just like that. I thought you couldn't live without me" I didn't know Sunoo was feeling bothered about everything at all.
"When I saw how you treat Nakyum, I realized something. He is different. To you, he is different. He isn't your comfort person so I hate him. I want you to kick him out as soon as possible" Hearing he said that, I pulled away from him.
"What? What are you trying to say Sunoo?" I didn't like this. Why would he hate Nakyum? Can't he see what a wonderful person Nakyum is?
"Because I like you! I LIKE YOU!" he suddenly yelled, tears pouring out of his eyes. His hand clenched on my hanbok while closing his eyes as if to avoid my eyes. "F-for years, Yooha.....I like you for years but have you ever looked my way?" he kept on crying.
"Sunoo.....I, I do-"
"of course, you didn't know! It's because I am always there for you right? It's because I was there for you that you take me for granted"
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