It was the day of the big decision, and I found myself torn between the two paths why is it so hard to make a choice that could change everything with me or Ezra I shook my head and realized I'm only doing what's best for me . In the end, I knew that I had to prioritize my own happiness, regardless of how difficult it might be so I called Jace he took him 1 second to answer which surprised me , I said hey " can we talk in person "I really need to sort out my feelings he seemed more intrigued than anything. "Sure," he said, "How about I meet you at our favorite coffee shop? I said that's fine I quickly hung up the phone and felt a rush of nervous energy I ran to my closet to get dressed I wanted to look good it was already 2:04 and we agreed to meet at 2:30 normally it doesn't take this long I put on my blush , a lil bit of mascara and some lipstick as I swept my lipstick across my pink blushy lips it smelled like cherries I saw that Jace texted me asking did I leave the house yet " with anticipation I said no I grabbed my purse and headed straight to the car
as I got in the butterflies in my stomach wouldn't stop it was like nervous kicks , I made my way to the coffee shop the dress I had was my rosy dress with my red heels the click noises of my shoes echoed in my ear as I walked to grab a table for me and jace the coffee shop was 4 mins from my house so it took me less time to get here but jace lives 10 mins from it , I sat there thinking on how I should say this I mean what if he rejects me , what if he's seeing someone all these possible scenarios I kept thinking of before he got here , it was 2:22 I saw him walk in and he was wearing the same colors as me he approached me and I couldn't help starting at him I think I might of creeped him out he sat down in front of me and he asked what did you want to tell me " in my head I said here's goes nothing , I asked him so you remember how we kissed the other time and he nodded yes
I said well" that kiss meant something and I want to be with you I don't know if you feel that way about me but this is why I brought you here
he just looked so confused but happy he said " every since you kissed me I couldn't stop thinking about it but I never said anything because you wanted ezra and I didn't want to be in your way but now that you told me this is what I been waiting for
I smiled with relief, the waitress came and asked us what we was getting but by surprise he still remembered my coffee order just the way I like it " iced coffee with a hint of caramel as we sat there I felt like maybe I was overlooking everything our coffee took less then 2 minutes to get it , it smelled just the way I remembered it jace was giving me the look the whole time " we just reminisced about the old times we spent together before we got reconnected I realized we had nothing in common back then and that now we can get to make that spark happen that I always wanted to make, we spent hours talking I'm not sure I could keep this conversation going with so much anxiety I was having it was so fun we lost track of time it was already 4:00 and I had errands to run " so I told jace we can do this again maybe tomorrow afternoon he kissed me goodbye " there go the butterflies again as I walked out the coffee shop I almost tripped on my purse I successfully made it to my car without falling " i planned to go with my sister today to her ultrasound because her boyfriend did not want to which made me mad because that's his baby " but as the music is blasting the wind is blowing on my face winter is so beautiful to me one of my favorite times " I went to pick my sister up from the house her clinic was different then others she had a personal clinic, I beeped twice to let her know I was out here she came out in excitement, she got in the car screaming because she was happy to see the baby for the first time " which is why I know she is going to be the best mother as soon as we got there she jumped out the car and went inside didn't even wait for me " sigh thank you for waiting " I yelled with sarcasm
> " follow your heart especially when it comes to being with the person you love - from Olivia
they was already in the ultrasound room when I walked in , I saw the baby but they were still small but beautiful too see her smile was the best part of my day I wanted her to tell our parents but their not exactly the most supportive people their barely home but maybe if I called a family meeting it wouldn't be so bad when we got done she got the picture of the babies and we took them home
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RomanceOlivia grew up in a small town house with her parents dahlia and *gavin* she has two older sisters emma and mia they were never really supportive of her like her best friend was, phoebe she knew how to make her day better by just coming and seeing h...
