*Ashley’s POV*
‘’Andy!?’’ I woke up, sweating and out of breath. It was that damn nightmare again. I’ve been having the same nightmare, every single night for two months. Ever since Andy and I broke up, it’s been going downhill. I don’t really eat, and when I do, it’s only an apple or something like that. I don’t sleep all that much because of the nightmare. When ever the nightmare wakes me up, I can never go back to sleep. I’d just run around my apartment doing nothing, or I would go for my acoustic guitar and play some chords for myself, just let my fingers run over the guitar strings. Sometimes, I would go out and walk aimlessly around the block, or go to the park and sit on a bench or in the grass, even though it might be cold or even wet. I didn’t give a fuck, I just wanted some fresh air and sort out my thoughts. In this case, I just took my leather jacket, got out and walked around.
*Flashback*
It’s been over two months since the day I went in to Starbucks to get a coffee. I was on my way to Andy’s place. He’d just brought a new house, and I was supposed to help him unpack some stuff. When I was at Starbucks, waiting for my coffee, some girl from high school came in. She looked even more like a slut now than she did back then. At the time, she came up with this idea that we were together, even though I didn’t know her. She came over to me and said hi. I replied and then, out of the blue, she decided to smear her lip gloss all over my face. I pushed her of me, got my coffee and left. But the worst part: Someone took a picture of it happening and uploaded it to twitter, but I didn’t know that till after I got to Andy’s. He was so pissed at me, and at the time, I didn’t know why.
‘’Why are you so mad at me?’’ I asked him, confused.
He gave me his phone, and he then turned his back to me. When I saw the picture, I was speechless, I just froze right on the spot. I looked up at him, only to see his back.
‘’Andy, it’s not what it looks like. She just came up to me and...’’
‘’Ashley, stop.’’
‘’But, if you’d just let me explain what ha...’’
‘’No... I don’t want to hear it.’’ He went silent for a few seconds before he spoke again.
‘’You know, I thought we had something, Ashley. I really did...’’ He went silent again.
‘’But I guess I was wrong.’’
‘’No, Andy, we do have something.’’ I was getting desperate.
‘’Had. We had something.’’ We just stood there in complete silence, I fighting the tears. I could tell on the way Andy was breathing, that he was doing the same. The longest minute or two in my entire life went by before Andy broke the silence that covered the room.
‘’Go.’’ He said, almost whispered.
‘’Andy...’’
‘’Get out! It’s over!’’ He suddenly turned to face me, tears rolling freely down his cheeks.
I dropped his phone on the floor. I had completely forgotten about it, but I didn’t care to pick it up and put it on a table, I just did as he said and left. Tears was freely streaming down my cheeks now.
*End of flashback*
I haven’t seen or heard from him in the past two months. It doesn’t surprise me, though. When Andy gets mad at someone, there can be months, even years till he talks to them again. I still can’t believe be broke up with me, after almost three months together. If he loved me, like he said he did almost three months ago when we first got together, then he would’ve listened to me. Right?
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FanfictionThe bass player Ashley Purdy and the vocalist Andy Biersack from Black Veil Brides just broke up, and Ashley is going through hell. Nightmares keeping him awake every night. What happened since Ashley is having nightmares? Will he find his way back...