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Chapter 11

*Andy’s POV*
The last thing I remembered was being in the car with Jake, but then everything was just... Black. I had no idea where I was right now, a room? No, it didn't seem like it had walls. Outside maybe? No, there was no wind, no sounds, just silence and darkness. Then came a light, it was like a screen popped up, like the HBO screen before a new episode of Game of Thrones or some other show, just it didn't have the HBO logo on it. It was just snow. A picture showed up on the screen, a hand holding a phone. There was some kinda twitter picture showing on the screen. I looked closer and saw it was a picture of Ashley. The picture that ruined everything. The one with him kissing that girl. I now realised that it was my phone and my hand holding it. The screen grew, everything went white for a split second. It was so bright, I had to close my eyes.
When I opened them again, I was in the living room, I was still holding the phone, feeling the hurt of seeing my beloved boyfriend kissing some slut. I turned around when I heard Ashley come in. But the thing is, I not only did I see Ashley. I saw myself as well.
‘’Ashley!’’ I said, reaching out for him. He didn’t hear me. He didn’t even notice me.
‘’Hi, babe.’’ He said and smiled, just like he always did.
‘’Hi, babe?’’ Iquestioned.
‘’You’re just gonna ‘Hi, babe’ me? Really? Like nothing? Like you actually care.’’ I saw how I got angry at him.
‘’Why are you so mad at me?’’ He seemed confused.
I handed him the phone and turned around as he looked at it. As I was standing there, I saw how he dropped it in shock.
At the time I had thought it was because he had been found out, but now that I’m standing here, looking at him, I realise that it was because he was surprised. He didn't know... There had to be an explanation.
'’Andy, it’s not what it looks like. She just came up to me and...’’ He looked up and said.
‘’Ashley, stop.’’ I heard myself interrupt. I looked over at myself.
‘’What? No, don’t tell him to stop!’’ 
‘’But, if you’d just let me explain what ha...’’ He tried again.
‘’No... I don’t want to hear it.’’
‘’Let him explain god damnit!’’ I shouted at myself. There was nothing I wanted more than to hear him out.
We were standing in complete silence, I saw how Ashley was fighting the tears.
‘’You know, I thought we had something, Ashley. I really did...’’ I could see how I was fighting the tears before I spoke again.
‘’But I guess I was wrong.’’
‘’No, Andy, we do have something.’’ I could hear the desperation in his voice and see it on his face.
‘’Had. We had something.’’ My past self snapped at him. 
‘’No... We do have something! You’ve never been so wrong in your entire life!’’ I shouted at myself again. After that we just stood there in complete silence. I saw how I kept on fighting the tears, taking deep breaths so I once again could control my voice.
‘’Go.’’ A whisper was all I managed to get out.
‘’No...’’
‘’Andy...’’
‘’Get out! It’s over!’’ I shouted as I turned to face him with tears now rolling freely. He did as I said.
’'No, please, Ashley! Don’t go!’’ I shouted, reaching out for him again, but it was too late.
I fell to my knees as I was feeling the heartbreak once again.
‘’Why? Why did I have to do this!?’’ I whispered to myself, tears streaming down my face.
Everything turned black again.
In the beginning I had been so angry with him, so hurt. Our last conversation had run on repeat in my mind every night for a month. The day I finally started unpacking I found a photo of him.
I remembered the day it was taken. The whole thing started to replay in my head as if it was a movie.
We had snuck of tour to be together, just the two of us. We’d gone to some small town where nobody knew us, there was a fair with horses and everything. Ashley was so happy, jumping around like a little kid. He told me he had gone to fairs, just like that one, as a kid. He kept telling stories and I enjoyed listening to them. It was the day I fell in love with him. The day I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.
Seeing that picture made me break down into an uncontrollable soby mess for days. It was then I realised how I didn't even give him a chance to explain. If only I’d realised that way sooner then when I did. I couldn't function without him.
I left myself sobbing on the floor and jumped to the next memory.
I didn't do anything but cry, sleep and drink for two weeks. I didn't answer the phone, so Danny had gotten worried. He was in town for a week, and the day he showed up was the day I started to get better. He helped me get better.
The last thing I saw before jumping to yet another memory was Danny and I talking about how things slowly would get better.
The memory I jumped into was two weeks later. I had finally gotten to a place where I could go and see Ashley, talk about what had happened, but he didn't want to see me. Then I meet up with Jake and ended in the car crash.
I realised that I was back in the black place. How long had I been here? Since the fight with Ashley? Yeah, I think that had been it. I had been too caught up in my own thoughts to discover that it was black. Was I dead or alive? The darkness started to fade, suddenly I felt like I was in a bed. I could hear a beeping sound, but I couldn't see anything. I tried opening my eyes and saw a brightly lit room. Something was scratching my throat. I tried to talk but I couldn't, a tube had been put down my throat. I’m in the hospital.

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Mystic needed some help since she was stuck, that’s why this sucks.
Oh, and Mystic, thanks for letting me write this, it was fun. Hope you liked the fair story and my take on what happened to Andy over the last two months- Snow

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As you might have figured, Snow wrote this chapter...
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