*Ashley's POV*
I got snapped out of my thoughts by sunlight hitting my face. How long have I been caught up in my thoughts? I was laying on the grass in the middle of the park, thinking about that day. I got up and made my way back. It wasn’t a long walk, it was only about five minutes away. I unlocked the door and went in. I’d left my phone in my bedroom, and I had no idea what time it was, so I went to get my phone. I picked it up from the bedside table. It was 6am.
I didn't care to check the time when I woke up, all I knew was, it was dark when I got up and walked out my door, and now the sun was rising.
"Ugh, it's gonna be a long day." I said to myself.
I decided to take a shower, maybe that could wake me up a bit more.
I looked at myself in the mirror. These two months had really taken their toll on me. Dark rings under my eyes, I was getting really pale and I was getting a whole lot thinner. My hands had gotten more skeletal, and you could probably count my ribs, if you wanted to. I mean, they were really obvious. Not in the fit, muscular way, but more like the starving, sick way. To be honest, I looked really sick in general. But, it’s not like I care. Nobody does anyway...
I looked down at my wrists. I could still make out were my scars are. If you didn't know I had them, then you could probably not see them because of my tattoos, but if you were to run your fingers over them, then you would know. I hadn't cut in a very long time. Not since the night I met Andy, when he asked me if I wanted to join Black Veil Brides. I'd been meaning to take my life that night, just end it all, but then Andy showed up. Changed my life for the better. I became happier, stopped cutting. Andy was holding me together, he was my saviour, I needed him. And apparently, I still do.
When I got out from the bathroom, I went back to my bedroom to get some clothes. I just got a pair of casual, black skinnies and a Slip Knot hoodie. I looked at my phone again, only to see a missed call from Andy from a few minutes ago. Actually there were three. He’d left a message on the last one.
‘Hey, Ashley. It’s-It’s me. Uhm... When you get this, then please call me back.’
Should I call him, or should I simply go into bitch mode and ignore him? I decided to go into bitch mode. I walked over to the window and looked out. I saw a familiar car parked on the other side of the road.
Andy’s car.
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Wuhu! Chapter 2!
It's only chapter 2, and I already feel bad for poor Ashley ;-;
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FanfictionThe bass player Ashley Purdy and the vocalist Andy Biersack from Black Veil Brides just broke up, and Ashley is going through hell. Nightmares keeping him awake every night. What happened since Ashley is having nightmares? Will he find his way back...