{First Book}
In where two close friends finally meet again after years. Both ending in a terrible note and feeling as they got betrayed by one another. They finally meet again feeling the same tension from before.
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The brunette girl sat on her couch in the quiet living room. Her eyes glued to the phone in front of her laying on the coffee table. The screen would constantly light up letting her know she's received a new message. Her hair was a mess as she sat there in silence with tears rolling down her eyes. She's finally allowing herself to feel what she needs to feel. Pushing these feelings and emotions to the side would become so overwhelming for her. This is something she hated about herself at times, she's gotten used to pushing things off to the side. Ignoring her own feelings and focusing on others. When the time came she would come crashing down. She would become a whole mess not knowing how to deal with all the emotions at once. Her eyes read over the name of the message seeing her members names, her girlfriend, Taejan, Lusher, Tatter, her brothers and even Yoon Ah. For some reason that girl was still trying to get in contact with her. Even after everything she's done. She still had the audacity to try to contact Leah. She wanted to talk to her in person. That's something the girl wasn't ready for. Honestly, truthfully speaking she doesn't think she'll ever be ready to face her again.
Licking her dry chapped lips she ran her fingers through her hair. She pushed it off to the side as she glanced out at the window. Seeing a bird land on the railing of her balcony. Bada had stayed with her all night making sure she ate and slept properly. She was afraid to leave her alone knowing she wouldn't take care of herself. It was such a hassle and hesitation leaving in the morning. She had a few things planned already and felt quite anxious to leave her girlfriend all alone. Yet, she also understood that at the moment she needed to be alone. She needed to think properly and allow herself to feel whatever she needed to feel. Rubbing her face in frustration she stood up from her couch. She made her way to her bedroom walking into her closet. She pulled out a pair of baggy jeans and a plain black shirt. She quickly changed, topping the clothing with a black jacket that belongs to Bada. She slid her hands into it without realizing the jacket wasn't hers. She grabbed her keys leaving her phone behind. She didn't want to hear it constantly go off or cared to respond to anyone. Sliding her feet into her combat boots at the door she walked out.
Her first instinct is to drive to the lake but she stopped herself knowing that Bada would find her there. Although she agreed not to look for her until she was ready to talk. She still couldn't help but feel as if she would go looking for her. Instead she took her car for a long drive away from Soul and everyone.She drove to the countryside knowing she wouldn't be bothered at all. She turned on the radio on her car, as her eyes stared out the window. She listened to the beautiful sweet songs playing making feel a bit at ease with herself at the whole situation.
The tall handsome girl pulled her phone out of her pocket. She let out a small sigh glancing at the time, which is now six pm. She still hasn't heard anything from her girlfriend at all today. She couldn't help but wonder if she's okay. Biting her lower lip she sent her another message hoping she would respond. What she didn't know is Leah's phone was still on the coffee table, the screen would light up anytime someone texted or called. Yet, there was never a response from the girl. Running her fingers through her hair she waited for a minute for a response. Nothing ever popped up on her side making her more anxious. She debated on going to go check on her or giving her more time. Time that she needed for herself and away from everyone. This has always been a very common thing for Leah. Whenever her emotions got the best of her she went mia. She needed time to herself, she needed time to think and to feel whatever she needed to feel. Allowing herself to do that would allow her to come back even stronger.
