Tear in my Heart.

New Family

Sorry, this chapter is gonna be a lot of time skips, I just wanna get the boring stuff over with. But do.wnjoy the chapter.

After my mother and father's divorce was finalized, we moved out of our apartment and in with an old friend of my mom's. We both got settled in, and I went into a new school. It was smaller than my last school, but it was nice. Except for all the lice I was getting, which wasn't any fun. But while I was at this school, my mom began to see a guy. She always told me about him and he seemed really nice. But what hurt was that my family was being torn apart. Every other weekend, I would go and see my dad.

We never did much with me, and it made me a little sad, but I was never one for anything big or extravagant. But as I got to know my mom's boyfriend Chip, I realized he was really nice. Over the next few months, I grew to know Chip and his daughter Helpy. She was only a few months older than me, so I thought we would really get along. But I was wrong. She was weird, and I didn't understand some of the things she did or why she did them. After a while, my mom sat down with me and asked me something.

"Sun, how would you feel about moving in with Chip and Helpy." I nodded, and my mom hugged me. I at the time didn't know much about Helpy, but I would soon know and fear her. "So at the end of the month, we will be moved in with them." I nodded and sighed to myself. I would have to move again, and I kinda liked this school. "What's the matter, Sun?" I shrugged, "I kinda like my school and my new friends." My mom smiled and rubbed my back. "You can make new ones. You're a good kid, Sun, so don't worry so much.

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A few weeks later, I started at my new school and met some interesting people. But none could compare to Moon. I met a girl who seemed nice but she was a lot. She was nice, but a lot. Her name was Baby odly enough. But she showed me around and we became friends. But I felt like I didn't fit in. 'Why didn't I fit in?' I wondered to myself as I walked through the halls and got used to my new school.

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A year later, I was in fifth grade, and my friend group had gotten bigger. I still had Baby as a friend, but as I grew to know her, I realized something was rubbing me the wrong way. I also made a new friend and their  name was Roxy. They were really fun and I felt a good connection with them. But I didn't realize I was forgetting Moon.

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I was now a sophomore in high school and Roxy, and I had gotten really close, and I had lost some friends. Baby had a kid, and we grew apart. I understood she had a kid, but she never messaged me or anything. But during that time, Roxy and I grew closer, and we felt like we had a sibling bond. The past year, I also made a friend Lefty, but he was really clingy and gave me a weird vibe. "Hey, Sun. Can I talk to you for a second?" Charlie asked, who was one of my old friends. "Sure, what's up?"

"You know Monty, right? The guy I tried to set you up with." I nodded and sighed. "Yeah, what about him?" She looked away then back to me. "Well, he's a creep, and so is his "brother."' I nodded, "what happened?" I asked as she sighed. "There a year older than us, and they do weird things together." "Okay..." I said a little confused. "You don't get it Sun, they masterbate in the same room together." I froze and turned to her wide-eyed. She nodded at my reaction and walked away. 'I knew there was something wrong with him.' And I was so glad I went with my gut feeling.

One afternoon after school, I came home and saw my mother and Chip on the couch. "Hey, Sun." They both greeted as I set my bag down. I took off snd she's and set them by the door. "Did you see Helpy at all today?" Chip asked, and I shook my head. "Well, she's been kicked out of the school. So she can't bully you anymore, Sun." I nodded and tried to hide my excitement. My one enemy was now gone.

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It was now 2020, and things were going great until March came, and schools were shut down. I was almost nineteen and was so close to graduating. Roxy and I kept in touch, but things weren't the same. And at the time, I thought they were never gonna change. But I got through it and tried looking into collage, but that door reminded closed. Soon, November came, and I was becoming ill. I was vomiting almost every few weeks and losing weight. It was scary, so I got in touch with my doctor and found out I had moderate anxiety.

I also went back to therapy and talked with a nutrition doctor to fix my eating disorder that came with my new anxiety. Things started to get better, and I had even gotten a job, but things turned when I met Cassy.