☾ The First Step

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"Ask him to hook up with you" Shoko's comment makes Satoru widen his eyes and sit straight looking at her with disbelief.

"Are you out of your mind?"

"No, it's really solid advice" Satoru blinks in disbelief before shaking his head.

"No, it's not"

"Yes it is, just do as I say"

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Suguru was currently in his class focused on his notebook, he was seated beside the window and was busy writing down when from the corner of his eye, he caught someone standing and waving. He instantly looked at and saw the tall figure of his love. A small smile crept upon his lips as he watched Satoru wave his hands, he had his black glasses on.

He was signing him to come out. Suguru furrows his brows as he watches Satoru speak.

"Come out and meet me there" He mouthed as Suguru slightly nodded and stood up, excusing himself to the bathroom he walked out of the class and then the school. He knew where to meet him.

He walks up to the hill and is greeted with an ambush. Suguru gasps as Satoru tackles him down. They both were now on the grass and Satoru removed himself from the top and lay beside him.

"Enough studying, I need attention too" Satoru pouts as Suguru snorts and turns to face him.

"Come here" He opens his arms and allows Satoru to place his head on his arm.

"How are you always studying"

"I have to"

"Why?"

"Otherwise you, me, and Shoko will fail," He says as Satoru laughs loudly.

"True" Both watched the sky in silence, the presence of each other was enough, many times, they didn't even have to speak. They just wanted to be as close as possible.

It was enough.

Being close to each other was enough.

"Suguru?"

"Hm"

"Can you hook up without feelings?" Suguru furrowed his brows and chuckled.

"That's what's supposed to happen Satoru, when you hook up you have no feelings just want to have fun" He answers and closes his eyes.

"Why did you find someone?"

"Yes..."

"What? Who?"

"You" Suguru's eyes snapped open, and he sat straight causing Satoru to remove his head. He looks at Satoru with shock.

"What?"

"Hook up with me... Suguru..." He whispers as Suguru looks at Satoru with wide eyes, his mouth opens and words refuse to come out. He blinks and then laughs.

"Are you out of your mind?"

"No"

"You definitely are"

"No, I am not, I am serious Suguru..."

"Satoru..." Suguru whispers and sighs, he rubs his forehead.

"Why me?"

"Because I trust you..."

"With what?"

"What do you mean 'with what'? I trust you with my body" Satoru says sitting up too now. Suguru continues to look at him with disbelief.

"I wanna feel what it feels to do it with a guy..." Satoru whispers, his face turning pink as he diverts his attention to the grass. Suguru gulps.

"How many times have you done it with a girl that you are so curious about a guy now?"

"What? You know I haven't done it with a girl either" Satoru says and looks at Suguru whose eyes nearly pop out.

"YOU'RE A VIRGIN?!"

"Yes...?"

"Are you fucking kidding me?!" Suguru slams his hands on his face.

"You're a VIRGIN Satoru! You're suggesting to lose your virginity to me!" Suguru tries to explain as Satoru grows confused.

Genuinely confused.

"And...?" Suguru looks at him, dumbfounded.

"Are you fucking dumb?" Satoru blinks.

He definitely is dumb...

"Satoru, you lose your virginity to someone precious to you... someone who you wanna spend the rest of your life with..." Suguru explains as Satoru grows red. He starts to fiddle with his fingers.

"Then I don't mind losing it to you..." Suguru's heart skipped a beat when he heard that. He stared at Satoru, his heart racing.

Fuck he is driving me crazy...

"What about your first kiss...?" Suguru questions.

"I have never fucked someone, of course, I haven't kissed anyone also" Suguru's heart gives up.

"Satoru... you dumbass..." He whispers and nearly faints. Satoru was willing to lose his first kiss and his virginity to him.

Fuck fuck fuck...!

"You don't wanna do it with me or something...?" Satoru questions, his heart breaking at the possibility of Suguru rejecting him. Suguru looks at him and sighs.

It would be his greatest pleasure to lose HIS own virginity to Satoru.

"No, it's just..." Suguru pauses and sighs, he grabs Satoru's hands causing him to flinch and grow even redder, he looks at Suguru and gulps. Suguru looked deep into Satoru's blue eyes, the black glasses had slipped down.

"I don't want you to regret doing it"

"I will never..." Suguru's heart skipped another beat and he sighed.

"You sure?"

"Mhm" 

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