☾ Those deep dark eyes

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Where are you Suguru...?

Even though I can see you...

I can't find you...

That body of yours that stands in front of me...

Belongs to you yet at the same time...

You're not in it.

Where are you Suguru...?

My heart aches for you...

I miss you so desperately...

Even when you stand in front of me.

I miss you...

I no longer recognize those eyes. 

They don't have any light in them Suguru...

How did we...?

How did we end up like this...?

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"HE IS RUNNING AWAY! SATORU, GO AFTER HIM!" Nanami's voice echoes as Satoru huffs, his legs aching as he runs and runs. Sweat ran down his forehead as he ran behind the guy who had his hair tied into a bun. That bun was so similar that it triggered flashbacks. Flashbacks of him running behind Suguru as they chased down each other.

Laughs and giggles echo. 

Satoru shakes his head and runs behind the murderer. Suguru was unable to be with Satoru because he was missing from the morning. So Satoru was here alone to catch the murderer along with Nanami. 

"HEY YOU! STOP OR ELSE I WILL SHOOT!" Satoru threatens yet the guy doesn't flinches a bit as he keeps running down the street. He takes a turn and as soon as Satoru turns as well, he is greeted by the very face he sees every day. 

In his bed.

In his room. 

In his class.

At their Hideout.

Satoru flinches and instantly freezes. Suguru's face was sweaty with blood splashes on his face. His eyes were so dark and deep as he stared at Satoru. 

The sun was setting yet even in this golden hour, Suguru's eyes were like a deep dark abyss. Satoru's throat ran dry and his legs got weak. His eyes slowly widened as he watched Suguru take long exhales.

"You're so stubborn, Satoru..." His name sounded poisonous from Suguru's mouth now. The name that was taken with love but yet held no longing in it. 

It was like the love Suguru wanted to get rid of. 

"S-Suguru... what is going-"

"I killed them all" Satoru's heart skips a beat, his blood running cold as he takes a step back. His ocean-blue eyes stared down on the dark deep abyss. 

"W-What do you-"

"I said I killed them all Satoru, all of them" Suguru's voice held no remorse, his voice was low yet firm. He looks at Satoru with indifference as he takes a step closer to Satoru. Satoru's eyes widen further as he takes a step back.

"I massacred the whole village and continued killing them all because..." Suguru pauses and looks at Satoru. Satoru's eyes glistened as he felt his heart stopping. 

It was like he was stabbed in his heart. Even though Suguru hasn't even touched him a bit. 

His heart ached

His heart burned.

His heart was getting stabbed.

Again 

and 

Again. 

His breath hitched. 

He couldn't recognize this being in front of him. 

Someone with whom he once shared the same bed.

Someone whom he had once shared the same food with.

All those jokes.

All those laughs.

All those I like yous

All those...

All those I love yous.

They were all gone.

In an instant, they were gone.

"W-Why...?" Satoru finally breaths out. His ribcage caged his heart. He felt like he was having trouble breathing. He couldn't think straight.

It was almost like he was going crazy.

"Justice Satoru..." Suguru whispers and approaches Satoru so that they are close. So close that they can feel each other's breath on each other's face. Satoru's warm breath hits Suguru's face who was breathing out cold.

"I am trusted to serve Justice... that man I just killed... he raped 5 young girls but he wasn't reported because nobody knew and there was no evidence" Satoru's eyes widened as he looked at Suguru who stared at him with calm deep eyes. 

"So I killed him... because he was planning on raping another young girl" Suguru breathes out and sighs.

"Those little girls were told to be quiet and were told that no one would listen to them... but" Suguru's eyes held some kind of passion. A passion Satoru never saw in him.

Even though they both were the same height. 

Somehow Satoru felt so small in front of him. 

Somehow Suguru's gaze over him felt so heavy. 

"I heard them" He whispers out. His voice was low and heavy as Satoru gulped and looked at him.

"I don't recognize you anymore Suguru" Satoru comments as he takes a step back but is pulled even closer to Suguru when he grabs his arm and pulls Satoru towards him. 

"Don't try Satoru... you're blinded but I have finally removed that blindfold and I see it all..." Suguru looks at him and leans towards his lips. Satoru gulped as his hands trembled. 

"This world sucks" Suguru mumbles against his lips before pressing them hard. Satoru's eyes widen as Suguru pins him towards the wall and devours him. Tears gather in Satoru's eyes as he struggles against Suguru's grip. Suguru finally pulls apart and looks at Satoru before smiling.

"This is our farewell Satoru" Suguru turns around and makes his way to leave. Satoru finally loses it all and screams as hard as he can.

"IS THIS WHAT THAT PROMISE FOR?!" Satoru asks as he points the gun at Suguru who looks slightly turns around.

"The promises are always meant to be broken Satoru"

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