Suicide Lane (Patrick Stump Fanfic)

Chapter 17 - Patrick's POV

When I went into the bedroom, Willow was sitting on the bed.

I sat beside her, she twirled her thumbs, "Why Patrick?" She began to cry.

"Why?"

I hugged her with one arm, "I don't know, I was extremely sad at the time and with my depression and life problems it didn't help. So I thought, if she is the only thing that makes me happy. If she is the only thing that makes me forget about how much I hate myself, then how can I live? Then I just did it."

She looked up at me, I wiped her cheeks and she laid her head in my chest.

I could feel her tears start to soak through my shirt.

I moved her legs up so she would be completely in my lap and I hugged her.

For about an hour she kept crying and then we just laid in the bed and snuggled.

You could here the few cars passing bye and the birds tweeting. It was silent otherwise.

A comfortable silence.

She rubbed her eyes, "Sorry, about my crying. I just had feelings built up and stuff."

I brushed her hair behind her ear, "I get it."

She looked up at me, "Patrick, I love you promise you won't do anything stupid like that again."

I kissed her forehead, "I promise, and I love you too."

She stuck out her pinkie. I locked my pinkie with hers and smiled a little, "I said I promised."

She smiled a little, "I know, just making sure."

We smiled and kissed.

She got up and twirled around.

She held out her hand to me and I grabbed it. She walked out the front door and began running.

I smiled, "Woah! Where are we going?"

She looked back at me, "You will see!"

She kept running, we got to Marigold Lane.

We were going to Suicide Field.

I looked at the gate and noticed a opening.

We crawled through the opening, still holding hands.

The sky was purple and there were flowers in the field.

She ran into the middle of the field and smiled, "PATRICK FUCKING STUMP I LOVE YOU!"

"WILLOW FUCKING BLUES I LOVE YOU TOO!"

We laughed and kissed.

Then she started to run.

I chased after her and she began playfully screaming.

I screamed too.

I never knew, a field of death, could be so happy.

After about ten minutes of that. We stopped running and laid on the grass.

Mainly because I slipped and fell and she laid next to me.

I picked some pink flowers and put them in her hair.

She smiled and picked some white flowers. She put them in my hair.

She took out her phone and we took a selfie.

While she was taking pictures, I kissed the side of her head, then her cheek, then we kissed in unison.

She put her phone in her back pocket and wrapped her arms around my neck. I placed my hands on her waist and we kept kissing.

I occasionally grabbed her butt and she would play with my hair.

After about a half hour of making out.

We pulled out with a little bit of salvia connecting from our bottom lips.

I wiped it away and she smiled, "I'm glad your alive."

I smiled, "Me too."

We sat up and she chuckled, "Think about it, last winter. We were here, I was crying. You were here to die. Then you saved me, now look where we are."

I chuckled, "Yeah, I'm glad we are here now." She looked up at me and I smiled.

She kissed my cheek and I stood up.

I helped her up and we began walking back home, holding hands.

I never knew I could love one human being so much.

I never knew I could feel so breath taken about one human being.

I never knew all the hate I have for myself could go away because of one human being.

I started to smile.

She looked up at me, "What are you smiling at?"

I looked at her, "My love for you."

She giggled, "What are you actually smiling about?"

I hugged her, "That's what I actually was smiling about stupid."

She hugged me and we got home.

She plopped on the couch and I ran into the kitchen.

I threw a pizza in the oven and went back to the living room.

Pretty in Pink was playing.

I snuggled up next to Willow, "Your playing one of my favorite movies."

She smiled, "Good".

Then we enjoyed the rest of the day with Pizza and old 80's movies.