Hopeless
Three months, These months are like a hopeless, hopeless for his marriage, hopeless for his life, three months living as a stranger under one roof, it's tiring to act like he is okay and it's sad to know there is no hope for his marriage life.
All the thoughts were gone by warm water kissed his skin after he completed his morning routine and headed to his closet, picked up his white sweatshirt and blue loose pants, and went outside his room.
There is a room, where he always prays things would be any different, those three months there is a wall between them, he doesn't know what his husband is doin' or what he cares for, bible drew a line to him not to interfere with his personal life.
His hand reached the door, he knocked on the door three times, but still no sign
"Bible?" he calls him, but nothing comes from inside the room, he except a curse from him, and he knocks on the door again until he hears someone grunt.
"go away! Don't disturb us!" woman raised her voice
Oh, she is here.
Jeff didn't know Jane was here, what kind of relationship do they have friends with benefits or lovers?
During those three months, they didn't share a bedroom, ever since they became husbands, the bible never dared to talk to him though, when he did it was around his family and public media.
In public eyes, they're the cutest couple, but they don't know behind the scenes they're strangers.
He went downstairs, and the sadness lingered in his heart, the sadness vanished from his nana's best pancake batter hit his nose, and the smell of fresh bacon on the frying pan and his stomach growled.
"Good morning Nana" he walked to the kitchen counter.
.
"Hello Jeffy" Nana greeted him while she made a coffee for him, she was the one who had been in this mansion to talk she was a mother to him and also helped him how to cook.
Jeff whisked the egg into the bowl and poured it into the pan, after some time he turned over the eggs "You're improving Jeff" she complimented, it's made him so happy.
The food was ready and they placed it on the dining table, his happiness was crushed within a second, there was a sudden pain in his chest.
They were the real Husband and wife, not him, they walked downstairs holding hands, and Bible eyes were softened and his smile that he never witnessed these months, they reached the main door, and sent off his love or whatever it made Jeff jealous.
That will be never me
The saddest and bitter truth he needs to digest.
His face is blank with no emotions toward Jeff, he takes a seat near him "Morning" Jeff greeted
Seriously jeff? Do you think he will greet you back?
He kept the expression like that, he didn't even raise his head to look at him, Jeff placed the food in front of him, and the bible was eaten silently in his seat, there was a silence for a long time, the atmosphere was like an awkward and tension, last but not least muted.
Jeff tries to break the silence
"umm...I will be late to come back I have to join my friend's birthday party and I will call you when I..."
It was cut off by a phone ringing in the latter's pocket.
"hello baby" the bible spoke
There is a sudden ting pain drowned on Jeff
Oh well, I have no space here.
Later that night
"No, you can't leave me"
A warm hand caressed his cheeks
The pain and sadness they faced it many years.
"let's die together vegas"
A blurred figure kissed his lips, they held two guns pointing at each other.
"I love you"
"bang bang"
"NO!"
He screamed, the sweat running down his face, his eyes shaking in tears and running down from his cheeks.
"Why am I crying?"
"what dream was that?"
Jeff sat up on his bed, his body feeling hot, and his breathing was difficult.
Did I see bible in my dream?
It's scary, he never had this type of dream, there is a sudden thought to his husband
Bible? Did he come back?
When he reached his home, the bible was not there and he didn't know where he was, he took the phone from the night table it was shown at 3:10 am.
Is the bible okay? did he come back safely?
His mind started puzzling, he got up from his head and rushed to the door to check up on his husband whether he came back or not.
He feels relieved, the lights are shown in the latter's room, and the door is wide open.
Should I check on him?
He went to his room and there he was sleeping on the bed, half of his body was on the bed and his feet were on the floor and he didn't remove his shoes, his face was pressed on the pillow, he made a little snoring.
Jeff squatted down on the floor, removed his shoes, and placed them in the closet, he slowly pulled his leg to the bed he didn't want to wake up from his sleep, and the smell of alcohol and smoke hit his nose, he came back up from the drunk state.
He wrapped the blankets around him, he gently stroked his hair, now his mind was calm, and there was a hint of love and care for his husband, the truth hurt him cause his husband never loved him and he knew there was no place for his heart. He placed a kiss on his hair.
"Have a sweet dream bibs"
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