The sound of two heartbeats was louder than his, their breath was sinking deep into his skin, and their laughter, love, care, jokes, and promises were touching his heart.
Their faces were blurred, but those figures looked exactly like same. He made a loud gasp for air
"Vegas" he whispered when he returned from that dream, he felt his eyes moistened, and a single drop of sweat was running from his temples to his jaw. He stretched his hand to wipe the sweat from his face, he flinched when the cold touched his face, and he looked up his hands were shaking and cold.
What is this?
What is happening to me?
Those dreams are a nightmare.
Shuffling to the bed, he felt an arm tight on his waist.
He is with the Bible, he is here, sleeping peacefully, that silky hair covered his eyes, Jeff's fingers traced down his husband's bangs, and the lips were touched on the other sleeping beauty's forehead.
"Sleep tight bibs"
Those 3 day
he was being loved by his husband's family, and those times he was with his husband and they shared their love will be printed on his heart, this closeness felt like an eternity for him, but sadly he knows there is no chance for him together with Bible again.
They will be different worlds when they split.
"Jeff is that your husband?"
"Why he is so touchy with her, do you know her?"
"He kissed her!!. He Is cheating on you, Jeff!"
He turned around toward the direction they looked.
Everything was dropped down.
Those hands were touched his body is now held by someone.
The kiss they shared is
ow replaced by someone.
He watched them until their shadow left the door.
The whispering from behind is irritating
Too many questions make him suffocate
How could he answer?
What should he say, his husband was kissing a woman.
He can't answer those, there is no answer to defend his husband's behavior.
"Jeff, who is she?"
"Do you know her?"
"Fuck it off", he yelled and rushed towards the table and order the whiskey from the bartender. Their throat was burning when he chugged one down also his heart was burning because of what he witnessed.
Three glasses of whiskey he finished fast as he drown into the thought of them.
"Are you okay?' the man was seated down near him.
"Why do you care if I'm okay or not?' he glared at Justin and drank another whiskey.
The alcohol makes him weak.
He takes a deep long sigh
"Hey, can you drop me at my house? I don't think I can drive back safely"
"Yeah sure," said Justin excitedly and paid the bill.
.
.
.
" Should I join you?"
" No, Bible will be inside "
" Is he insecure about your relationship?" Justin said sarcastically
"What? No, he is not like that kind of man, he loves me dearly "
What a lie
"Thank you for driving me here," he said thankfully.
"Anything for you jeff, have a good night " he replied
Jeff watched his car disappear and his boots turned to the door, he peeked at his watch it was 11:30.
I have never been late like this
He opened it quietly so no one would wake up, he gently closed the door his feet nearly touched the stairs.
"Are you playing hide and seek alone?"
He flinched but that deep voice
Damnit
He turned around to see Bible seated in the dining chair drinking wine, his sharp gaze made his body weak.
"You wake ?" He tried to say clearly because, it's his body was giving up, the alcohol kicking him out.
"Do you know what time is it?", where were you and why were you hanging out with Justin? Bible said in a stern voice
" I don't have any energy to talk to you. Ok I'm tired" he said and he headed upstairs he felt a strong grip on his arms to turn back
Bible took a step towards him, he could smell the alcohol and Jeff finally got a glimpse of his anger.
"Answer me, Jeff, do you still have an affair with your ex?" He gritted his teeth.
The tight grip on his arms hurt him
"It's hurt Bible, let go of me " he yanked his arm away. He carresed the arm and turns around to face him with so much anger and hurt.
" I'm not like you Bible!!. Justin and I don't have anything between us. Why do you care where am I going" His voice filled with anger.
"Because I'm your husband !" Bible burst out.
Husband?
"Do you even know what I want? , do you care about me when we are alone? All this month you didn't smile at me, didn't take a look at me, all these months you are still busy shoving your tongue with other women"
"Jeff!" He shouted
" What? Why are you shouting at me? You feel hurt right? I'm also hurt because of you. People were asking me what's going on between you and your Jane. Tell me what should I say. I saw both of you in the club, you were so happy with her and my friends were asking me. Tell me, what can I say i my husband was happy with his girlfriend?!
Bible turned back at him, his back was facing Jeff , he knew this was wrong what he doing was wrong.
" I don't have any problem that you love her" he choked down
Lie
It's a lie
"After all our marriage is a contract for you" he chuckled, he felt the pain when he said
"It's hurt Bible, really hurts me so much " The tears were drowning on his cheeks and he wiped the tears from his sleeves.
" Everybody was using me, everyone was using me for their benefits, nobody cares about me, they don't care about me, they don't care about my feelings, I m just a toy for everyone "
His eyes started to blur he felt the head was spinning.
" I want to hate you, but I can't coz you don't know that I love you, I'm trying to be strong, but I'm failing every time. I can't... I know you ..."
He can't complete what he wants to say, his body gives out, and the last thing he knew a strong arm caught before hitting the floor
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Eternal Love
Fanfiction"Our love will have a happy ending in another universe " Things are different in an alternative universe, Jeff accepts the forced marriage proposal, and it's not a beautiful life to be bible's husband slowly he understands that he loves this man in...
