Finding Ourselves

punishment

It was 10 p.m. Shehnaaz hadn't joined them for lunch. Cabir had retired back to guest room while Siddharth was working in the living room, hoping to see glimpse of her. She hadn't come out of her room since afternoon. He was worried yet couldn't accept it. He wanted to go and check himself if she was fine or not, but couldn't because 'they were not going to interfere each other's lives' clause in the contract.

Time was ticking so was he losing his patience. Why did she close the door? She never does. Is she really fine? Focus on your work! He reminded himself and sighed looking into his laptop screen but she never left his mind.

Fuck this! He closed his laptop and walked upstairs to her room. He reached out to the door knob and then stopped, thinking for a while. He knocked on the door. "Miss Shah." He called out for her.

"What happened?" She questioned. Siddharth waited for a while and moistened his lips.

"Have your dinner." He muttered.

"I don't feel like having it."

"Don't miss your meals."

"I don't feel like it."

"Shehnaaz, everything's okay." He said but there was no reply from her side. "Can I come in the room, Miss Shah?" He waited for a while for a reply but his efforts were in vain. He opened the door to only find her laying on the bed on her stomach.

"I know it's difficult for you. But you can't beat yourself for that, Sana. Do you want to go for a long drive? Anything that makes you takes your mind off this. Tell me. " Shehnaaz didn't reply. She turned to look at him and gestured him to come closer. Siddharth stared at her puffy eyes and red cheeks. She had been crying all this while and he felt like killing the person who caused her so much pain. He wanted to so badly protect this angel from demons out there.

He took his shoe off, closed the room door and sat on the bed. She pulled him by his arm but then scrunched her nose. "No coat." She mumbled pointing at the suit he was wearing.

"You want me to take it off?" He asked at which she nodded. He took off his coat and kept it on the table. He took off his belt and watch, placing it on the table he laid next to her. She rested her head over his extended arm, using it like a pillow. He kissed her forehead gently making her feel butterflies in her stomach. Though they had met just a few days ago, it felt like home. She was comfortable and felt safe.

Siddharth looked at her serene face and rubbed his thumb over her cheeks. He slid back her hair strands to only see the hickey mark on her neck. "I am sorry, I failed to protect you." He mumbled and kissed her plumpy cheeks. A sob escaped her mouth as she thought about the events that happened yesterday. He kept placing wet kisses all over her face and then pressed his lips on hers. "Shh.. Flower. All you will ever think of is my touches on your body and not of that animal. You are mine, Flower." He whispered against her lips before claiming it back. He sucked her upper lips and later her lower lips before entering his tongue in her mouth. She reverted back with equal passion. Her hands reached out for his shirt and started unbuttoning it. As her soft hands touched his bare skin, he could feel himself losing control. He pulled her closer deepening the kiss, putting his hand underneath her sweatshirt.

"Flower, you will be my death." He muttered under his breath. Taking his hands off her and shifting away from her. She looked at him confused and then gulped seeing his messed up hairs, well built abs. He had closed his eyes to calm down his raging hormones. He then looked at her and cupped her face. "Not today." He mumbled. "It's not the right time to do this." He said again, much more to himself.

"Long drive?" He asked her at which she shook her head in a way of no and closed her eyes wrapping her arm around him. Siddharth was reminded of something so he took his phone and handed it to Shehnaaz. Upon seeing it her eyes widened. "You did this?" She asked at which he nodded curtly. Ashish Nehra had been arrested in the case of molestation of several girls. There were a bunch of accusations by the new actresses as well as well-established actress against him. Shehnaaz smiled softly and held Siddharth close as tears rolled down her cheeks. She was grateful for what he had done.

Siddharth held her as he covered themselves with a blanket. "Flower, tomorrow's Saturday. Sleep well so that you are able to endure what's coming for you tomorrow." Realisation hit her mind and her face flushed.

"I need you to be good girl tomorrow else you will be punished." He whispered against her ear and he bit her earlobe.

"What punishment?" Her voice quavered by the proximity.

"I will spank your ass and make your pussy drip. Tie your hands and fuck you so hard, that you wouldn't be able to walk. It's just for the start, flower. There are unthinkable things I want to do with you. We have the whole night together to spend. This whole body of yours would be pleasured. I mean every word I say, Flower." He said looking straight into her eyes. Shehnaaz squirmed a bit and averted her eyes, not being able to look at his intense orbs. He looked completely different, as if he was going to devour hed then and there. She gulped a lump of saliva and nodded her head.

"Words, Flower."

"I get it." She mumbled and buried her face in his chest. He left out a laugh as he held her close. "I won't hurt you. Don't be scared of me. And always remember the safe word." He said and swayed his fingers in her hairs till she slept peacefully in his arms.