/A short reminder for my present self from my "half" past self/
I want to go with the flow but as I see something I recall this memory constantly... I'm not sure still but I want to believe there's hope for me to say that I'm not the only who's seeking love so desperately.
In this story there were so many red flags
Now I admit
Even though I saw them always as a very good omen, believe me
Strange but I'm talking to myself these days
About things what I don't say to anybody
The truth is I'm not literally broken
Without you now I'm fully recovered
My heart is wide open like heaven
Because loving you was truly a paradise for me
It's not even a secret
Love comes back to me instantly
I only need to search for you deeply
You taught me how to love myself while you were so far away from me
You gave me not just time but everything
I realized love really comes back to me instantly
I don't have to wait
There's someone in this life who feels the same.
/A note from my future self/
I have to tell you something. At that time it was not good but with patience and lot of prayers it was getting better day by day...
For me the smallest step was the biggest. In reality I wasn't even ready for this. But what is the funniest fact? I tell you. Just bear with me please.
That was my most exciting journey in every form I've ever had in my whole life. So far so good as everyone says... but for me it was amazing!
Like a miracle it happened. "In no time" where we never expected that something beautiful can come into life through two different people.
Formally it thanks to you but in my own way I thank this to God for letting me to stay. Without the guiding what He gave me I would never find any better. But here we are. Now we are truly fulfilled.
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