This one last time will worth the pain, ...definitely
Instead of many false overs
Now,
He's... gone...
(gone for real)
...
It's not that sweet farewell, isn't it?
Literally... it's a... setback
my downturn
and nothing special...
So, no, I don't need your attention today
I'm gonna mourn this in silent,
as ever,
as your never...
...
I'm here... holding in
all those hopeless pain
Will it ever fade away?
God, tell me that the voice in me is lying again
I don't wanna go forth, I only want to run back...
Maybe I find him... but that voice again-
He's gone...
Gone?
Then why... why am I hearing him still?
His voice... is all what I want to listen
I let my imagination play with me so long
Oh those old pictures are like brand new
They are living... they come alive constantly...
I can't see or hear any other
Should I have all those sorries for myself
or I just have to let this go even
for the better?
...
My tower is falling apart with him
I don't want to live among these ruins
Without you I only have this loss and no way, no way...
Unlove me, please
Don't set my heart on fire
This flame is too big only for me
It takes two to tame it.
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My Tower
PoesíaHaving a tower moment in life can be painful. So hurtful, too. But also beautiful. Yes, it can be. I say and that's why I decided to write this story. I put hope in it through sorrow and sad images. See? I don't fear from "darkness" anymore. This is...